Saturday, January 27, 2007

jus reach home. feel like blogging to vent my anger. dunno what happen to me. i jus get upset and irritated very easily these days.i tried to cover up by smiling all the time. but deep down my heart is crying. maybe there are lots of reasons i jus cant say out. jus feel like crying the whole night and forget everything but i still choose to be strong...dun wanna be so weak as before. actually i hate crying, hate mood swings i dun like to let my friens see that i am sad or sianz...i jus wanna be happy. but can i?? i wonder. hmmm yupss thanks to those who care ... yups i know some of you notice but all i can say is sorry. if i happen to give attitude i am sorry pple. yupps thanks san for asking me and xiao gu for cheering me up...i promise i will try cos i really hate myself being moody . the feeling sux!!!

okies shall update more abt my day..hmm went for fo training yupps wwe played ice breaking games it was fun ...not bad ended abt seven plus then went jp to celebrate donut birthday hhaha the food was nice...really enjoy it...tooks some picture..not bad... it really brighten up my day esp with xiao gu talking to me ...then went home ard 10 plus...


yupps i know i am stupid yupps but what can i say ...yups perhaps u can say i am lazy or maybe i jus afraid of being hurt again...i hate this feeling...pls go away .... but y do i still think of himZ??? sianz

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Friday, January 26, 2007

i am back for updates...hmm was slacking yesterday instead of doin my tutorials ..nah mood swings ba?? i hate them!!! being angry or annoyed without even knowing the reason yourself....hahah well i love my friends i jus love talking to them..it calm me down yeah hahhas...did manage to finish tutorial yesterday thank god hehehs!! hmm guess what we had pizzza for math tutorial hahha cool but as usual i dun like math tutorial very boring ... it makes me wanna sleep...hmm exams is coming ahhhh i never touch my books yet ..hahah yesterday java test over hahaha as well as proj ...hahah suddenly feel so relax but i have two more papers to go...hahah jia you feli!!! lols hmm wanting so much to go shopping its been ages since i last shop like 2 months..gosh busy with work and studies dun have even time for myself..lol did lots o online shoppin recently but it does not have the shoppin feelin i want !!! lols hmm miss outing with xiao gu hahah we goin to eat sushi ya...hahah i love jap food so much lols...hahha promise to bring my dear xiao di out with huili hahaha lols...hmm miss my alfred bears hahha hl and xm as well as our jie mei ..

hmm jus finish my stupid crs test hahah now waiting for xinni to finish her lessons lols...later got fo training lols ..oh ya and happy birthday donut hahahss...
hmm back to work again tmr lols hope it will be as fun hahhas...i miss my working mates too lols


saw him online yesterday hahah but didnt went to chat lols...lol ask me to talk to him aiya nth to say also chat for what ....a bit waste of time right...dun really wish to think so much now hahaha my friends and family are the most important ...hahahas but then i dunno y sometimes i will still think of him bahz hahah...feeelin super hopelesss ..wishing these all will go away...hehes oh ya super love my xiao gu hahhaha looking forward to our outing hehes and not forgeting my elmo song....llalalalalaal elmo song hehes

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Thursday, January 18, 2007

here i am to update hahah lols java tutoral is so sianz hahaha got lots of poject recently lol like everyday need to rush home to do proj lol no life!!! i miss those days where i can go out everyday hahah missing my alfred bears too...hmm went to class late yesterday ...class ended quite early too so stay in club and wait for the briefing for cscc day haha ...hmm later went home to do proj again...ahhh think of it makes me headache...hahah finally chat with ngoi yesterday ahh sorry i was busy with proj so didnt really ebtertain u hahah..watch superstar yesterday haha carrie voice was so nice la hahhaa...lols wanna watch again todday hahah


lalala elmo song...hmm dun angry le ok i sing elmo song for u hehes


i jus love to see u smile=)

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