Thursday, June 30, 2005

Looking in your eyes,
searching for some words to say,
lost in confusion,
With lack of words to explain.

My thoughts often turn to you,
sometimes I wonder if you knew,
Thought with time these feelings would fade,
little did I know, they only grew.

When will this stop?
When did it ever start?
Can I listen to my mind?
Should I follow my heart?

I have kept this secret,
For quite some time,
I wish I could tell you,
I wish you could be here.

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x.written at`.x9:35 PM

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

I walk into a path,
Of a never ending dream,
A dream that seems so real,
Where stars began to twinkle,
Like tiny flowers in the garden.

The wind curls along the terrain,
slithering its way through the woods,
Where dark clouds begin to dissipate,
With a ray of light shines through the darkness.

It was snowing so softly,
Like a canvas needing paints,
In a beautiful winter scene.

Their natural beauty,
So far from harm.
A shimmer of tranquility,
A sense of charm.

The snow covered every house,
like icing on a cake.
Where frosted windows lined the street,
as the dawn began to wake.

But is was such a pity,
That I had to wake up,
Before I could take another glimpse of it!

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x.written at`.x6:01 PM

hmm today i never go to school wor...coz i got fever ..hmm very uncomfortable wor...feel like vomiting..lol went to see the doctor jus now...lol must wait so long wor...maybe coz a lot of pple sick today..lol the doctor say i got gastric wor..lol lol maybe yesterday eat the wrong food le..haiz lol so bored at home ...mama say fever must rest cannot go out ar...lol haha sick and tired of sleepin le...dun want to become da lan zhu wor...haha lol hh msg me just now...lol she naughty ya...never listen in class busy sms haha...naughty girl rite? lol then the doctor give me so many medicine...eee...dun want to eat wor...lol later the da lan zhu say i pampered again haha...lol...so uncomfortable dun wish to be sick wor...

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x.written at`.x12:59 PM

Friday, June 24, 2005

hmm today we got physic remedial wor..hmm i sat with xuemei coz pamela never come mah..lol we do the circuit experiment lol then me and xue mei voltmeter can work but ammeter cannot work wor...then later serene call mr india ...lol she also ask the same qn...haha then he ask her a qn wor..lol lucky mr indra never notice us so we quickly change if not he will scold us ...hmm then mr indra make fun of me today wor...lol shld write first so he dun notice me haha..hmm then desmond come wor ask me to watch movie...lol at first i dun wan coz ysterday jason ask me go watch movie i say not free then suddenly go ...he will ask me mah...lol then xue mei ask me acc her ocz ashe is the only girl...lol then after the lesson me and xm went outside the sch gate to wait for desmond...lol he say he wannna give something to his friend...lol he took so long wor...then we saw chew yin wor lol she finding hui hoon and serene mah..lol later we went mos burger to eat lunch haha...lol i tell xm something lol expected her to jump out of her chair but she didnt haha...then desmond say xm is his girlfrien wor...lol later desmond ask me waht i tell xm..lol this naughty xm tell desmond i like him for a very long time le...lol he of cuz wont believe but we play along ..haha so xm des gf , i am des qing fu...haha later xm tell jason and hy wor...haha they tout is true haha still look at me at a funny way...then hy ask me why u not with des ...haha lol me and xm start to laugh....lol later during the movie i caught jason slepping wor haha but he denied wor...then hy so quiet de...haha dunno wat wrong with xm and des they kept laughing wor...haha..after that i went to meet shenny and her mama...lol celebrate her mama birthday wor...lol then we went to eat dinner wor...wow soo much food cannot eat finish...lol then i msg ngoi lol he say i pampered wor...not really ,ah zac more pampered...haha you also wat like a prince in ya house haha...lol later we went bach home coz sheeny wanted to watch her cartoon ...aiyo so big le still watch cartoon haha...

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x.written at`.x3:00 PM

Thursday, June 23, 2005

jus a poem ya (",)

I have this secret of mine,
which I kept for a long time,
I wish I could tell you,
I wish you would ever know.

What if I walk up to you,
And you dont notice me?
What if we never talk,
Then what would I ever miss?

Colorful papers on my desk,
With poems I wrote about you,
Written with the words,
That I know will never come true.

Written in ink,
which will never fade away,
with all the hopeful words,
I wish I could ever say,

Every time I look at you,
It makes my heart skips another beat.
Why cant you see?
The concealed feelings I had for you.

I look at you,
With a gaze filled with lust,
For you are the only one ,
Who meant very much to me!

x.ThE PrInCesS tOuts.x
x.written at`.x9:15 PM

hmm today got physics remedial wor ....then i sat with xue mei wor....haha jason keep looking back wor...then later after remedial i went to eat lunch with hui li and xue mei wor...haha lol i call ngoi ask him join us ...lol he at first say jason was going lunch with him too...so me and xue mei wanna make fun of hui li ...we say the seat beside huili's seat was for jason then we dun let hui li sit with us haha she blush wor....then when we were eating half way ..denny vincent mark and christian also came kaffa cha to eat ...lol denny saw us then he wanna sit with hui li wor....then me and xue mei say that's for jason haha.. then we also make fun of huili with hy haha say hy is her qing fu...then hui li say qing fu is for girls only...haha then we ans...u are special mah...lol later we went to book shop to buy graph paper...lol i left my wallet there...then forget to take...until i reach the busstop then realise so i went back...lol lucky the kind auntie kept for me...lol then i saw ngoi there wor..haha oh ya sorrie forgot to bring ya present ...hehe friday will bring for ya...lol..hmm later i went home i talk to hy...haha then i told him abt wat me and xm say abt he and huili...haha lol he so fierce de....lol...then i ask him y he and ngoi still dun talk haha lol he say he dun care ...aiyo why like that ...friends mah....must forgive and forget ...haha hard to say coz i not them worz...haha ....oh ya this few days got some strange feelings wor..dunno how to say ..haiz...why will like that de...

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x.written at`.x2:49 PM

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

hmm today went out with shenny and mama wor...lol went to buy presents...haha lol mama gt all the funny ideas wor...haha lol she shopp untiilll we so tired...but she still got energy to carry onn...lol then i told sheeny something haha...coz we went for lunch then we saw this roti boy...then i tell her papa roti is meant for papa to eat...mama roti is meant for mama to eat ...then rotiboy is for boys to eat ...girls dun need to eat roti they eat cakes haha then she laugh wor...hmm then later after we shopp...we went for dinner wor..then i ask sheeny to eat all the food haha so funny...lol mama went popular buy lots of things...lol stay there for so long...might as well buy the whole shop...lol my house can open a stationary shop le...hahahmm later we went to a shop then saw that cute shirt..lol we wanted to buy but only got 1 s size lol then later lucky we found other one...haha mama nagg at us coz the shops all close le we still trying haha so funny...

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x.written at`.x2:34 PM

Friday, June 17, 2005

hmm today we had our class bbq wor...oppz tell ngoi the wrong time...lol later we went to desmond house ..lol so surprise lydia will reach there first..lol tout she went sebtosa mah...hmm they still fighting wor..then later wy go home first...dunno wat happen to her..hope she alright...hmm after we ate...i feel bored so ask lydia acc go and walk...lol then we saw hh, serene, shu ying palying with the dogs wor...so we joined them..then the uncle vey nice wor...lol then he tell me his son (if i not wrong) is a walking miracle wor...praise the lord! haha..lol later we play truth or dare...didnt played the first round i was talking shu ying and zac..lol hy so quiet sit at the corner dunno do wat...hmm then zac try to talk to him but he didnt answer lol..then shu ying feel uncomfortable coz zac make fun of her...lol...later xue mei got a dare haha she had to call denny to say i love you...lol all the stupid ideas haha...then pamela need to say something abt vincent haha her face all red le...then vincent also blush wor...hmm later dunno wat happen think hh got a dare..lol she kiss zac cheek wor...haha zac was overreacting...lol he kept complaining abt it...oh ya went he was talking to him...lol i mix the satay with salad sauce and put inside his mouth haha so funny ...lol...then hy saw le he gave that stupid look ...lol shu ying finallly smile le haha..loll later zac went home le so we joined in...lol serene got a lot of dare wor ...lol dunno why...hmm later hy got a dare ...lol he had to call liu zhe..lol he very funny wor...dunno how to say also..hmm later went home with ngoi, hh, lydia and chew yin...lol then we talking abt ghost i told ngoi i not scare ...lol then he touch me on my back ...lol almost scare me...haha but i know it was him...lol where got ghost ...haha lol later me and lydia wait for the bus ...lol we saw shu ying wor...ahe was goin home...hmm then later i talk to her abt some stuff...lol later when i reach home ...lol my brother ask me to watch tv with him wor...lol maybe he is scare bahz...haha unlike him wor

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x.written at`.x12:00 PM

Thursday, June 16, 2005

heya today went to buy the bbq things with zac ,hui hoon, chris , des and hy ...lol zac was so pampered...haha cant believe it ...lol hh come late...haha lol coz she still sleeping lol they two still havent ok wor...haha hy still ignoring chris lol...hmm the hh tell me a lot of things...dun think will write here...hehe ...then zac went to the other shop and bought the wrong cup...he say it was good as it has floral prints on it...lol but he got scolding from hh when he comes back haha he is so blur wor...later we went desmond hse by cab haha lol hy say he can walk faster than us taking a cab...lol he lost of cos...haha lol we went des hse to marginate the chicken but we end up calling more pple to the bbq...haha zac still act as some manager...lol pamela also got trick...but hui li didnt she knew it was zac...lol zac wanted to call wy too lol see if can trick her...but she off her hp...lol...hmm later before we went home zac and hh show me the dog...who knows the owner suddenly came back ....lol they look strange wonder why we are here...lol so funny zac still cover his face haha

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x.written at`.x10:04 AM

Monday, June 13, 2005

lol yesterday jus came baclk from malaysia...lol went there to fetch my cousin back to spore...lol bought lots of things there...haha kewl ya...oh ya ngoi bought something for ya dunno whether ya will like ...haha too bad la...dun like also must take ...hehe...oh ya went to eat durian here..lol taking abt it makes me think of someone worz....haha coz that person likes to eat durian mah...lol but it wasnt as nice i guess...hmm i bought shoes there worz...its cute ya...oh ya bought some cute stuff tooz...too bad not able to upload the pic here...lol

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x.written at`.x9:28 PM

Friday, June 10, 2005

hmm heya today we went for a geo trip wor...hmm yesterday after the eng seminar ....me hui li xue mei and pamela decided to wear shorts to the geo trip...lol we tout we aeroponies farm lol who know its not...lol so hot and a lot of mosquito haha...lol then hh say'' wah u wear short let the mosquito feed your blood...haha lol then i laugh ....hmm oh ya then dunno wy very unhappy today...maybe coz of me bahz i dunno...but hui li say its not my fault ...but i think its still concern me...well now i dun care le...oh ya pamela so cute eh.. she say wanna wear skirt then she reach school first....no one there so she call me to faster come and accompany her ...lol she hide in the toliet ...she say she scared pple see her...haha so funny wor...isnt she cute? lol.. after that we had our lunch at the restaurant in the farm..lol they served us lots of food...lol we all cant eat ...lucky diana help us worz...hehe..hmm later in the bus i sat with jason kor...lol coz serene wanna sit with meiling mah...then i took a lot of pictures ..then when i was talking to desmond , meiling came wor...haha then she saw hy ...she went to disturb him haha...he got angry and punch ms pillay's chair haha so funny...then suprisingly erwin manage to make him laugh and he was so happy abt it lol...

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x.written at`.x8:59 PM

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

hmm jus finish decorating my blog...nice mah?...lol added a few more cute stuff hope ya like it ...hmm today a math lesson was boring haha lucky hui hoon keep me company...lol we make fun of ben wor...lol..coz...hmm later hui li showed me the musical figuring ...lol ben also wanna see haha hui li dun want to show him...hmm later i went to tp with hui li xue mei pamela meiling chris jason desmond and erwin wor...haha we went to bk and eat wow...edwin is really a big eater...he eat me and hui li's fries ya...later he still help meiling and pamela finish their food...woo kewl..haha as usual me and xue mei make fun of hui li wor...haha she so shy ...we all say her pretty then she blush until whole face red haha so funny...hmm later edwin and chris went to the sotong hse...haha xue mei hui li meiling desmond pamela and me went to take neo print...wow pamela went to buy her favorite 5566 vcd haha...lol then pamela and desmond (if i am not wrong) they two argue about whether 5566 is popular haha so funny...then hui li stand there blur blur one...lol today meiling not so crazy she never do anything funny ...lol...strange rite...but who cares? lol..hmm when we taking neo print....dunno why they say xue mei will laugh so loud haha....lol but she didnt ...coz we busy posting...lol then desmond very funny...lol they have cute stuff in the pic..lol then pamela take pic dunno look where...must be thinking of vincent haha...lol hmm later went home with desmond lol...talk to him a lot of things...not goin to say ..... i think we all had a nice time rite hui li? haha lol...

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x.written at`.x6:30 PM

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

hmm today we got poa remedial wor...hmm today's topic quite kewl..hmm haha martin and louis so funny wor...louis tries to speak like ying lei haha so funny they look like brothers wor..then martin didnt listen in class wor...lol he takes my paper and copy somemore...aiyo beyond hope le...opps...then he somemore dun give me back the paper...hmm then during geo class...haha ngoi move away to sit with hui hoon wor...maybe coz hy dun talk to him bahz...lol they two very funny wor...then later i went to the airport with xue mei hui li and desmond wor..hmm then we keep making fun of hui li wor...haha say her and sotong kor as well as the banana...lol she say she dun like sotong so we make fun of her and banana ...haha so funny then we still plan to call banana daddy wor...dunno how he will react haha..lol later hui li kill us....haha use miyo name worz...hmm then xue mei today also make fun of hui li worz...haha then we all talk abt miyo haha so funny wor....then xue mei scare wy today haha ...haiz dunno why so confude today...got lots of qn wanna find the answer but guess i wunt need to le...lol

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x.written at`.x8:08 PM

Monday, June 06, 2005

lol today got english remedial wor...hmm meiling come so late so i sit with serene...hmm she dunno why leg pain eh...hope she is ok now...hmm then talk to ngoi for a while...haha zac so funny eh..the way he talks to wy ...haha so many action ...make me laugh ...oh ya then ngoi lame jokes haha although its lame but its funny wor...after remedial me huili xue mei zac ngoi and desmond went to white sand to eat lunch...lol ngoi us usual complain i eat so slow then some more ask zac to look at how i eat wor...later we all went to xue mei house wor...lol we play miyo then starwars haha zac and xue mei so funny wor....they took so long to finish a chapter haha so funny...oh ya we also disturb hui li a lot...haha ...lol that naughty kor messy my hair the whole day haha lucky zac help me wor..hmm later i went home with zac ngoi and huili...lol then i went lp with zac and ngoi we went to buy bubble tea then took a cab home...oh ya today i dun have tution wor haha ...coz ye hong needa pack her things ...lol hope ya hav a wonderful mission trip...

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x.written at`.x8:27 PM

Friday, June 03, 2005

Watching you from a distance apart,
Somehow sends a searing pain through my heart.
I wish that one day you would ever know,
How very much you meant to me.

Nothing can ever describe,
The love I feel for you,
Every time,
I look into your eyes,
It makes my heart beat,
A million times faster,
No matter where I go,
My love will always runs so deep.

I don't know what it is,
That makes me feel this way,
A feeling I wouldn't ever dare to compare,
With anything I have ever felt before.
All I ever know is that,
You are the only one for me!

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x.written at`.x8:41 PM

Thursday, June 02, 2005

The way I feel is just so real,
So very real to me,
The feelings I had deep within my heart,
The feelings I had right from the start.

Maybe it's your smile,
Or maybe it's your laughter,
That makes my heart beat fast.

As I look into your eyes,
I can see something that stays forever,
All my cares and worries are left far behind,
As my gray darkened soul turns to colors.
My heart fills with a love I thought I would never find,
And at that moment I knew,
That you're the one,
I've been waiting for.

x.ThE PrInCesS tOuts.x
x.written at`.x4:15 PM

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