Pepper_LurVe

2007-03-29T00:23:00.000+08:00

not using this blog anymore ...i changing to www.feli-touts.blogspot.com

2007-02-22T01:14:00.000+08:00

here are some pics we took...

2007-02-22T00:32:00.000+08:00

back for updates

17 feb

hehes its new year eve..hmm went to work at suntec till 5 plus..hahah many pple do last min shopping.. hahah stay up late the day before to finish my buddy card lols hope its nicely done..yupps my buddy is shuting from oga junior hahha so coincident. that time i rmb when i when there to relieve eileen and shuting waqs talking about the buddy game . i told them i dunno who is my buddy then cannot send my card hahah then they ans " lol, if u are my duddy then means i will not receive my card cos u dunno who " diao... hmm when my aunt house to eat tuan yuan fan after that hahah we reached there quite late..about eght plus lols most of the guest had arrived..hhaha get to see all my cousin wah i miss them so much..hahah after dinner we played blackjack...

18 feb

yeah its new year finally hehes..first day the party was held in my house hahah in da morning papa and my bro was busy preparing the food...hahah i was watching drama all day woo ...later when to meet xinni and xue li at whitesand hahah not long after we reached my house my cousins came hahah dots xueli and xinni say my cousin very handsome..then i ask my mummy '' y i dun feel that way??'' hahha she reply me '' girl cos u know him since young la ...see him so many years also will sianz..dotss damn funny la...hmm after that wei ping came hahha my mummy actually tout she come to the wrong house hahah..hmm after that we went to eat hahah papa food was okay but i guess it wasnt as nice as before maybe cos too rush bahz..hmm i miss my mushroom soup so sad he didnt cook this year hhehes..after dinner we played black jack again lols it was fun though..miss the times....

19 feb

second day of new year!!!

when to my yiyi house in da morning lols then when to my cousin house for steamboat haha so many pple was there hahaha hmm was very sleepy that day cps yesterday we play cards till very late...steamboat dinner was nice i love steam boat hahha...most importantly there is my fav prawn and salmon hehes...hmm went for a walk with my bro, cousin and his gf hahah lols his gf super quiet ar hahhaah but not bad bahz better than the previous one ...act shy ...lols opps =X hhaha i so evil hahahas...hmm as usual we played card till morning..

20 feb

i got gastric pain again ahhh went to see doctor in da morning at sengkang cos stay over at yiyi place hmm the queue was long so many pple fall sick even my cousin too..hmm waited in the clinic for about one hour plus then went over to you wei house hahah lol i am so blur drop at the wrong bus stop...hahha went to the wrong house la...hmm saw weiling and alvin downstair haha i was quite relieve its show i went to the correct block this time...hmm lols when i reach they will playing blackjack and mahjong so i join in the cards games..hmm ate pizza and kfc for lunch hehes...then we continue playing till 6 ...hmm after that went bugis with yan mei hahah
yeah we bought our dress hahah forgot to take neoprints sobss hahha..hmm then we went to visit kel...hahha we got lost finding the restuarant dots blur us hehes.. hmm after that i went to my aunt house and yan mei went to meet her dear...hahah as usual play blackjack at yiyi hse agains...dotss..yeah i win

finally updates for today

hahah meet xue li and san for house visting hahha
first we went yan mei house hahah her mama cook for us hahha not bad ya...hmm then we look at yan mei baby pictures hahha so cute ar when she was young she really look diff ... hahha cant recognise her hahah after that we all went to jul house hahah hmm hahha we chit chat for a period of time hahha jul was busy playing dota hhaha then the four of us entertain ourselves hehesss...hmm after that we went to compass point for dinner hahah we ate mos burger..hmm bought my accessories hahha i love them after that we took cab to wp xiao gu house hahha wah her house is quite big hahha her mama so shy...we sat there and chat ..at the same time watch tv..we leave her house ard 8 plus and went amk hub mac hhaha chit chat time ....lols took a few pics too...hehes

2007-02-05T00:29:00.000+08:00

hehe back for updates...
okies shall update about yesterday
hmm went orchard with xinni, you wei , kel and xiao gu...guess wat i was super blur that i went out without my hp hahah then went home to take agains...hmm lols youwei was super late hahah thanks for yr good idea for suggesting to comee early to shop lols...well went to kbox..hahah sorry pple think i not in the mood to sing that day so keep quiet most of the time..
after that went to shop with xinni hahah she got her shoess and i bought something too..
yuppies hahah i saw pei xuanzz never see her for a long time haha she didnt change that much hahah...hmm after shopping we went home cos i was kinda tired and need to work the next day hahah at ogm ...lols my first time working there ..so afraid i will get lost hahah lucky i didnt ..

hmm nice working at ogm..hahah the pple there is super fun hahah... hahaha maybe the og staff there is more friendly than oga og staff...hahaha oga staff can scold pple like anytime they will eat you up hmm yupsss i love having break there cos the staff will talk to you hahaha...the food there i nice too...hahahs after work we went to eat something lols kwong jing bought some spicy chicken hahah i eat until very xin ku...tears all rolled down hahhas..then cam keep drinking water hahahah lols we sat down the stairs all in a row then kelly stand in front of us like we having illegal gathering lols..after thAT we went home haha ~

2007-01-27T00:13:00.000+08:00

jus reach home. feel like blogging to vent my anger. dunno what happen to me. i jus get upset and irritated very easily these days.i tried to cover up by smiling all the time. but deep down my heart is crying. maybe there are lots of reasons i jus cant say out. jus feel like crying the whole night and forget everything but i still choose to be strong...dun wanna be so weak as before. actually i hate crying, hate mood swings i dun like to let my friens see that i am sad or sianz...i jus wanna be happy. but can i?? i wonder. hmmm yupss thanks to those who care ... yups i know some of you notice but all i can say is sorry. if i happen to give attitude i am sorry pple. yupps thanks san for asking me and xiao gu for cheering me up...i promise i will try cos i really hate myself being moody . the feeling sux!!!

okies shall update more abt my day..hmm went for fo training yupps wwe played ice breaking games it was fun ...not bad ended abt seven plus then went jp to celebrate donut birthday hhaha the food was nice...really enjoy it...tooks some picture..not bad... it really brighten up my day esp with xiao gu talking to me ...then went home ard 10 plus...

yupps i know i am stupid yupps but what can i say ...yups perhaps u can say i am lazy or maybe i jus afraid of being hurt again...i hate this feeling...pls go away .... but y do i still think of himZ??? sianz

2007-01-26T12:54:00.000+08:00

i am back for updates...hmm was slacking yesterday instead of doin my tutorials ..nah mood swings ba?? i hate them!!! being angry or annoyed without even knowing the reason yourself....hahah well i love my friends i jus love talking to them..it calm me down yeah hahhas...did manage to finish tutorial yesterday thank god hehehs!! hmm guess what we had pizzza for math tutorial hahha cool but as usual i dun like math tutorial very boring ... it makes me wanna sleep...hmm exams is coming ahhhh i never touch my books yet ..hahah yesterday java test over hahaha as well as proj ...hahah suddenly feel so relax but i have two more papers to go...hahah jia you feli!!! lols hmm wanting so much to go shopping its been ages since i last shop like 2 months..gosh busy with work and studies dun have even time for myself..lol did lots o online shoppin recently but it does not have the shoppin feelin i want !!! lols hmm miss outing with xiao gu hahah we goin to eat sushi ya...hahah i love jap food so much lols...hahha promise to bring my dear xiao di out with huili hahaha lols...hmm miss my alfred bears hahha hl and xm as well as our jie mei ..

hmm jus finish my stupid crs test hahah now waiting for xinni to finish her lessons lols...later got fo training lols ..oh ya and happy birthday donut hahahss...
hmm back to work again tmr lols hope it will be as fun hahhas...i miss my working mates too lols

saw him online yesterday hahah but didnt went to chat lols...lol ask me to talk to him aiya nth to say also chat for what ....a bit waste of time right...dun really wish to think so much now hahaha my friends and family are the most important ...hahahas but then i dunno y sometimes i will still think of him bahz hahah...feeelin super hopelesss ..wishing these all will go away...hehes oh ya super love my xiao gu hahhaha looking forward to our outing hehes and not forgeting my elmo song....llalalalalaal elmo song hehes

2007-01-18T12:58:00.000+08:00

here i am to update hahah lols java tutoral is so sianz hahaha got lots of poject recently lol like everyday need to rush home to do proj lol no life!!! i miss those days where i can go out everyday hahah missing my alfred bears too...hmm went to class late yesterday ...class ended quite early too so stay in club and wait for the briefing for cscc day haha ...hmm later went home to do proj again...ahhh think of it makes me headache...hahah finally chat with ngoi yesterday ahh sorry i was busy with proj so didnt really ebtertain u hahah..watch superstar yesterday haha carrie voice was so nice la hahhaa...lols wanna watch again todday hahah

lalala elmo song...hmm dun angry le ok i sing elmo song for u hehes

i jus love to see u smile=)

2006-12-22T00:21:00.000+08:00

finally a new update hhahhaa well today is my event !!! haha didnt turn out quite well but i enjoyed myself hahas... i misss so much fun after starting to work....sianz.. hmm dionna went oversea today hehes will miss her hahhas...sorry san cant go yr event tmr sob sob. hmm finally say out my prob..thanks ben for the good advice hahhas ...hmm guess tmr i shall have to continue with my working ahhs.... but i start to love my job hehes...hmm yups and theres so many things i wanna do and i have jus that little time of mine sob sob.

now i know that life is so nice even without u....

2006-12-11T15:49:00.000+08:00

haha okies here is my update specially for my gan ma hahahs...

yeah yeah no sch for me today...hehes not really no sch..haha woke up late today so didnt go for my lecture hahah ideas tutorial cancelled hahah so happy la very kuku ey go there jus to do some funny things hahhaa ...hmm lols very tired recently ey ...working almost everyday hahah yeah saw von mama on fri hahah thanks for coming hehehs...yeah yeah i love my job and the pple there hahaha ...though its tiring but its fun fun hehessss....lol missed infusion camplols its sounds so fun ey...regret didnt go hahah so cool wearing sch uniform i miss my sec sch days i miss all my friends hehes.. 3el'o4, 4el'05 rox!!! hehes

2006-11-13T02:05:00.000+08:00

its 2am le!! lol i am still studying for ne mst tmr...lols resivisons revision and revision...hmm good luck class for mst tmr hehes...all da best!

hehes how i wish time will stop at this moment. jusloveyrpresense=p

2006-10-31T14:01:00.000+08:00

hmmms this shall be my last entry for the time being...okies i think its pointless to blog everyday ...well fri went to vivo city with the two alfred bears haha...had a great time there..haha too bad ngoi ngoi u missed the fun hahaz..watch movies and shopping haha went to bugis after movie for shopping hahas...and of course happy belated birthday to yan mei...hahas 17 le must be a good ger lols oppz =x hmm sat went to sentosa with kwee mei , eleanna to work hhaha its was quite tiring...hahah aching here and there...welll but its fun hhhaa...hmm end at 12.30 its was supposed to end at 9.30 but the dinner drags...lols we waited a long time for the cabby hhaha..hmm reach home about 2 hahaha i think it took quite a long time before kwee mei and kuok biao cabby comes...hahah when the msg me i was already at home hahas... hmm nice experience haha...hmm well i forgot what i do on sun..
hmm yesterday i secretly when out of tutorial 3 times hahas...went to club to ask xinni print proposal for me...well thanks gal..love ya lots opps=x hmm after class went to pending with xinni to meet someone ...lols busy day...hahas nuaed at club when they have their welfare meeting..then went home with ben ben, kor and donut hahaas...went to eat with ben and kor at bedok..hahas talking abt gays and lesbians...lols well this is my ans to hose who ask me that qn..well its still the same..yes i am jus waiting for time..i may be silly but dats me ...i dun wanna change the fact...hope u all are happy with my answerr... pls dun ask me anything till i am willing to say... hehes=) smiles *alfred bears

如果我们继续向前,走进雨里面 ,会不会有溶解的危险 ?

loves my 3 little bears hehes =D

2006-10-19T11:39:00.000+08:00

yeah finally back here to blog..sorry for the late entries..very busy recently so dun have the time to go online...hahah hmm having oop tutorial now hahah and here am i blogging...opps =x
well i shall update from yesterday hmm went out with sis hahah ...oh congrats sis and monkey hahah hmm jia you worz..dun always worry here and there ..hahah u can do it de =)
hmm back to where i stop..hmm went to orchard with sis hahah she bought her earings...hahah didnt manage to find my bag ey so sad..wells the best is i enjoyed her company hahah thanks sis...hmm guess everything is ok now...i am back to the happy girl...smiles smiles and smiles...hehes hmm the haze is getting bad these few days ..thats explains why everyone is getting sick..including me =( wells take care to all my friend and my dearest hehes...hmm chat on da phone with xinni until 2 worz..lols hahah yups yr nick is really funny worz hahaha...dun dun become luohan head hahah not preeetty le hahha opps =x saw hui li yesterday ..lols miss her lots hahah never see her for long time le... miss secondary sch life hahahz...miss my class 3e1'04 and 4e1'o5!!!

xx.lovedthefeelingofbeingdoted.urallwaysonmymind.xx

2006-10-12T01:01:00.000+08:00

wishing that all this is just rumours ...how i wish i could hear your voice assuring me that its not true..i hate this feeling..missing lots

2006-10-10T00:08:00.000+08:00

You made my life worthwhile
All i needed is you, jus u =) lols

2006-10-03T16:14:00.000+08:00

bored bOreD BorEd hahaha having math tutorial now..sianz sianz..my laptop got problem le...glad that we are ok le yeah ...i miss you lots... haha hope you enjoy your day as much as i do..love ya always=)

2006-10-02T23:23:00.000+08:00

I am missing you so much my dear =)

2006-10-02T00:26:00.000+08:00

hmm jus came home and here i am to blog...hmm nth much happen today ...hahah nuaing at home watching vcds and reading my novels....then went to tampines for dinner with mama and my cousin hahha eat seafood pasta and ice cream hahah not bad hehes...wanted to buy my slipper but dun have the design i want sad sad hhahas...thats my day!!! hahaz

yougavemethereasontosmilebutyoumademecryindaend

2006-10-01T15:13:00.000+08:00

hmm here is my new entry..i realised i havent been updating my blog for days haha too lazy bahz..hmm yesterday was beach volley ball haha congratz ben ben you did a great job ...it was very fun yesterday and of coz i enjoyed myself hahah..hmm yups yups i am disappointed with someone hahaz shall not say who ...its up to you all to guess haha..hmm back to what i was writting...hmm had dinner with xinni at jp after the event haha we plan things over dinner...thanks sista for chatting with me hahah ...saw julian papa and san there hahah...then later sista went to buy a watch ahaha its nice ...look cute on ya hahhaz...then we went home =)

xx.utterlydisappointedwithya.xx

2006-09-26T01:21:00.001+08:00

hmm guess it was days since i last updated..well i shall start form chalet bahz hahah well first day it was kinda bored so went with xue li mama and gan ma to talk hahah..guess it was like 5 plus then i went to mac to find xinni ,kelvin,ben ,yinzi .ziqing and the other welfare pple...went back around 6 to sleep hahah slept for two hours then went to mac again with san crayon and yuhong..hahah later few more pple joined us and we started to play the guess the number game..it was pretty fun ..at least can keep us occupied the whole morning ..went to the arcade to play..then we went off to play pool and eat our lunch...after that went back to chalet for bbq dinner and played uno...it was fun though..hmm after that played few rounds of mahjong then i went home to sleep le...oh thanks edmund for sending me home hhaha ...thanks for the cycling too hahhaa...

well i guess i stayed at home for the next two days then went for infazia event ...well u guys did a great job hahah we had fun right...well my group consist of me joy joy wilson and poh loong haha...we are the four ducklings hhaha..well didnt went for the bd dinner as i have something on...well sorry xiao gu and alvin...well went to attend a bd party on sun haha though it was quite boring ...oh well its normal it always been like this for years ...well i am not surprise haha confused? oh well jus ignore my craps...

yoyo and school starts today yup yup i miss school ...well i miss my dear friend...though we like to argue ...i jus simply miss arguing with you hhaah...its fun having you around hhaha... wah during break da jie da and the rest went o fc4 ...very crowded in the end we have to eat in fc5 hahah...went to club after lessons..went to talk to xinni sis cos she was in the booth hahha..well sis dun be disappointed cos you have me hahaha i will always be your friend...well we should forgive and forget ok? life will be happier that way...hmm later went to bedok went ben ben and kor hhahaa ...nice talk though i cannot catch much of wat you two are talking hahha =)

areyouthereasontomysmile.amireallyfallininluv.

2006-09-19T01:53:00.000+08:00

hmm sianz i jus cant get to sleep...hmm was sick yesterday ..sorry xinni hmm never meet u all cos i needed some rest sorry for the late reply...oh thanks monkey and papa for ya concern...hahah and yes monkey dun worry i wun forget my meals hhaha..hmm yupss feeling alright now hahah hmm after a day rest at home hahah i am home sick bahz...these few days keep goin out i suddenly miss home lots...hmm tmr goin chalet le hahah ...will have a great time bahz...there will be surprise for some pple tooz hhaha .oh ya look like u are also nagging me to sleep monkey hhaha so dun you dare to say me hahah =p

2006-09-17T01:27:00.000+08:00

hmm sianz very tired today sleep at 3 plus yesterday then wake up at 8 today ...hahah went orchard to meet julian papap san youwei and yanmei to buy xueli mama and gan ma birthday present hmm went heeren to buy gan ma present then went all the way back to far east to buy xue li present hahah hmm then yan mei and san show us a skelton hahha damn funny la...hmm later went to meet xue li mama and the rest for bowling hahah lols my cheat code hahah can throw five times in a turn not bad ar haha hmm later went to eat lunch lols i was super hungry la ...not long later we went changing appetite for dinner ..haha shared with san calmari and fish hahha ...not bad i guess..lols after that was xueli birthday cake hahah she have to eat up in 18 mouths hahha ..kewl...went to walk around after dinner then went home hahha..

2006-09-16T02:34:00.000+08:00

hmm its 2 plus le and i cant get to sleep haiz ...hmm well went to sch today to meet yan mei later went to meet my mama..sianz mama say next month then buy the phone for me haiz...oh ya "broom" thanks for talking to me hahah..dun worry la i wun skip my meals la...jus forget only hahha...hmm anyways thanks for cheering me up hahah yupss u said correctly i shldnt be sad over such small things hahah like some da xiao jie rite? hahah oh ya today is mama birthday!! happy birthday xue li mama!!! hope yr dreams will cum true hahah. love ya lots . hahah

xx.amifallininluvagain.confusedme.xx

2006-09-15T00:41:00.000+08:00

hmm back to my blog..hmm i guess i think quite a lot this morning. ahh it makes me so connfused..but still all i can say is 'sorry', hope you will understand. and again thanks for everything. hmm well dun talk about this le hahha

hmm went for the interview with yan mei today..haha not really interview ..wah hear that guy talk really damn bored. hahah dunno wat acidic and alkane ..wah looks more like chemistry lesson to me than orientation.. wth waste of my time listen to craps and hear all the lame jokes..ahh then mama say this company not very good also .dunno ey i think same company as wat ben tell me bahz hahha...ahh nvm its ok ..well that frien of mine really changed a lot..hahah i rmb last time he was damn quiet hahah super shy and blur opps=X hahah now hahah he can jok a lot hahah all those super lame and no link de =x hahah but its a good thing also hahah at least he socialise more hahha...

hmm later went to meet huida papafor dinner hahah we went raffles place to eat...sorry ar let you wait for us hahah..very sorry...haha we nua there for about 1 1/2 hours bahz hahhaa...taking craps and stuff hahahz...hahha well next time i shall not whisper le hahah not fun de =p hehes. hmm later went home hahah saw salleha and fara in the train hahha i was like super shocked. hahha they didnt really changed much but of course i miss all of them...hahha i suddenly miss secondary sch life ...hahaha it was so fun in the past..how i wish i could turn back the time hahahz...oh ya sorry hui da ppapa didnt saw ya msg ...didnt meant to make ya worry ...sorry sorry forgive me hahhaz...sorry sis too hahha sorry for making u worry

2006-09-14T01:01:00.000+08:00

results are out today!! lol was quite nervous at first hahah thanks glen for talking to me..haha shld have listen to you instead hahah shldnt be worrying so much.hmm guess i did quite ok bahz. shit i failed to get a distinction for maths haha...though its an A but i think its not good enough. guess i have too high expectation for myself. yup yup i agree when it comes to studies i rather competitive bah. well i guess some of my classmates also think likewise .oh ya that day you told me something i still find it rather funny hhaah..jus cant stop laughin when i think about it. haha well i still cant believe my ears ..but perhaps its fate bahz...

yups thanks for making me smile these few days but then i dun wanna let history repeat itself..guess i am not ready for it. furthermore i think since ithings didnt worked out in the past ...it will not make any differences in the future. and i dun wish to get hurt anymore. hope u will understand. i am grateful for what you have done for me .thanks=)

我想你明白可能不是愛, 我想你只想找個替代, 我想你明白這並不是愛, 我想你忘了什麼是愛, 我不過是可愛, 卻還不夠被愛

hmm yups goin for interview tmr.. hmm hope it will turn out well bahz .haha wish me all the best hehes =)

xx.thisisntsomethingiwishfor.hopeyouwill4giveme.idunwannalietomyself.xx

2006-09-12T00:33:00.000+08:00

hehe had fun today haha. meet papa today for lunch. thanks hui da papa. haha firstly thanks for teaching me how to play pool haha though i played quite badly hahaha told you le teach me can vomit blood ey haha. then thanks for treating me to sakae haha though i cant eat much bahz but at least got break my record hhahaa...hmm oh ya i think i gonna buy the phone u want hahah the white chocolate hahah dun jealous wor hhaha...hmm later meet yan mei and monkey for so called dinner...hahah but i didnt eat bahz cos ate quite a lot during lunch hahah ...then we went taka to find birthday cake hhaha...then went to heeren to find alvin present haha ..after that went to cine kfc for a drink...hahah we nua there for abt 30 mins or more bahz ...hahah went home later hahah so blur of me to take the wrong train...ahhahaa..

2006-09-11T09:21:00.000+08:00

i am back to my blog haha..didnt really do much yesterday haha jus slacking at home and watching vcds haha cos mama in aunt hse cannot pei me ba..haha oh ya glen told me a biggest joke in the world...hahah wah i cant stop laughing till now hahah..maybe its fate bah hahah...
hmm talk to yan mei on the phone yesterday till one plus hahah.. haha blur girl hahah opps =x
lalala later meetin hui da papa for lunch then meeting yan mei and san for dinner bahz hahha..guess i shall stop here...shall update again later =)

2006-09-09T19:26:00.000+08:00

lol went to watch the host yesterday with hui li, xue mei and ngoi..hhaha i find the movie not bad..quite touching actually hahah almost cried ...hahah silly me..oh well i dunno why ngoi thinks its a bad ending lalala~ haha lol we went to take neoprints later haha ... and making fun of someone all the time hahha ...lol thank guys..you guys simply rocks my life haha...wee~ sorry didnt manage to go online yesterday to join in the fun hahah i was watching vcds hahah...yeah mama gonna buy me new phone hahah went out with her today afternoon hahah very happy ey..

2006-09-07T23:56:00.000+08:00

yeah i am back to blog. had a bad dream last night. its ok cos i know it will be over soon. well i not gonna feel sad or cry anymore!! haha when to meet papa today hmm thanks for acc me bahz. hmm went to watch little man hahah the movie was super funny haha heard lots of laughters from the pple in da cinema haha..they were all laughing damn loud..haha opps=x hmm dun think i gonna join pss le..hahah my sore throat haven recover hahha..oh yupyup meeting hui li they all tmr haha so happy ...miss them lots . we will have a great time tmr haha =)

xx.idunwannagrowuphehes.xx

2006-09-07T00:10:00.000+08:00

yeah back from camp le haha aspiration camp was super fun hhaha ... the kids are super cute la the way they ans you can make u laugh hahaa..hahha my partner was pretty caring hahah ...actually i cant really communicate with my 'kid' haha dunno wat he is trying to say...hahha perhaps i am too blur bahz...hahah lucky my partner is there to help haha. its a great experience hhaha a lot of funny things happen too like xinni's kid writting love letter to her...wah the kids are super innocent...hahah yupyup thanks a lot monkey for acc me yesterday ...i am ok le...hhaha thanks anyways hahha yeah yeah i have make up my mind...hahha feel very relax and happy now ...hmm sianz think i cant join pss le hahah havin sore throat le and some more having get ready yet ...

xx.tryinhardtoletgo.dunwannastuckhereanymore.xx

2006-09-02T22:54:00.000+08:00

ok i back to blog again..first of all i wanna wish ben a happy birthday haha..hope you enjoy yr party and dinner today hahah =p
hmm today went to orchard to watch movie with yan mei and yuhong..haha the movie was not bad very funny though...hahha hmm i reach super early la end up waiting for the two tortoise hahah...opps =x
hmm later went suntec for dinner worz..haha saw hui da papa there...
hahha then later we went to find dionna hahah diddnt expect to see ben there haha he was with his family bahz hahha...
hmm after that went to buy some things and met youwei then went home le...
hahah tmr aspiration camp le ...
so wun blog for these few days ..hope i will have lots of fun in camp wee~

xx.whydoistillthinkofu?tryintoletgo!.xx

2006-09-01T12:29:00.000+08:00

yeah i am back from ltc camp..weee lol my blog is 2 years old haha..lol achive no space le must delete some post..oh well ltc camp was fun...haha i love my group (LEOS) you guys are great worz...take care and rest well...haha i was unexpectedly high during the camp haha shouting camp songs and cheer haha its really fun...especially the amazing grace ( on the first day ) and the bukit timah walk( on the sec day)...haha i am glad that we have overcome and endured all the obstacles together...thanks a lot LEOs..you guys are simply great..oh i would like to thank xinfei too haha thanks a lot for taking care of me and carrying me back when i am sick on the first day you are such a nice frien...i love ya lots hahas..thanks yan mei too..hope you guys enjoyed the camp...haha rest well ...

oh yup yup thanks ah da papa and monkey for encouraging me ...haha dun worry i enjoyed myself in da camp...i guess i am alright le...thanks monkey for keeping my ipod for me haha sorry u didnt have the chance to scare me during night walk haha cos i am super afraid of the dark ...hehes

xx.when will i stop thinking of you?i really wish to let go.xx

2006-08-27T23:01:00.000+08:00

had a great day today.thanks pple for celebrating my birthday for me thanks a lot ...thanks for all your effort, i really appreciate it. special thanks to yan mei and wei ping xiao gu for organisating and planning the party...thanks ben for the function room..thanks to those who came to the party( youwei,wp xiao gu,san,xinni,yanmei,ben,ben sis,ramesh,wei en,wilson,zhong jie...sorry if i left out any). thanks yuhong and yan mei for the flowers...wah i love the colour hahah my fav colours ...thanks a lot i really like it a lot ...thanks for the present guys( you wei,wp,yihdar,bai yu,gyii,ganma,julianpapa,mama,san,huisi,weien,kelvin,zhongjie,wilson,ben,xinni,yanmei
i like it lots=)..thanks ron,da jie da,hui li for remembering my bd..sorry you wei and zhong jie didnt msg u two cos i realise i dun have yr number...well but thanks a lot hahaha..oh ya thanks julian papa and san for the card its very sweet hahah...thanks mama for yr msg..i love ya lots tooz hehes...yeah i more hour to my bd haha very happy today! once again thankss a lot pple =)

2006-08-26T23:29:00.000+08:00

i am back to blog again..hmm woke up very early today for event..haha i jus sleep for an hour then meet hui li and si hui le...hahha oh ya thanks ah da papa again...thanks for cheering me up hahah i will jia you de...thanks monkey for talking to me too..thanks a lot! hhaha hmm today's event is quite tiring with the cleaning up cos need to use lots of strength but it was funn...haha had a great time chatting with the old folks there..hahah they are super kind hahah..lol the one that me and xinni went up to talk to is super funny . xinni fold a flower for him and then he unfold it back to its original shape hahah damn cute la ...hmm lol the lady beside him is also super funny hahah cos i cannot speak hokkien so cannot communicate. guess wat we end up playin some sort like five stones haha damn funny la...

later went dinner with julian papa, san, yan mei, xinni,yuhong, zi qing, daryl, jz,gan ma and mama for bd celebration hahah ..thanks pple for celebrating our bd with us hahha ...oh ya wanna thank yan mei and ben for organisating a bd party for us tmr...hahah no forgetting wp xiao gu..thanks ya...thanks to those who remembered my birthday ( yan mei, xinni,gan ma,xl mama,julian papa,san,yuhong,yvonne mama,hui si,ah da papa,lydia,xue mei,hui li,pam,ngoi,ben,kelvin,xiao gu, da jie da,lao da,glen )- sorry if i miss out anyone )...thanks to those goin for the party tmr and pple who went for the celebration today hehes!=)

xx.在爱情的世界里,我失去了信心,如果一天能让我遇见了真爱,我是否能感觉的到.xx

2006-08-26T00:58:00.000+08:00

hmm lol wake up very early yesterday hahah went to west mall to watch break up with xinni and yan mei..haha the movie was alright bahz...not as nice as i tout so..oh well haha but that male leading actor hahah seriously damn bad treat his wife like shit..haha is relationship always like that...maybe bahz..at least to me it is...haha i am starting to lose confident in love...hahah is there any love that is simple and sweet? hahah maybe i jus dun understand love...haiz

hmm later went to fc4 cos we cant go in club hahah saw zi qing they all so went to talk to them...hhaha alvin and zi qing are super funny with their lame jokes hahah ..hmm later went for swammi home briefing hmm it last quite long bahz
after that went to eat dinner with gan ma and xinni and great world city hahah...hmm we saw yu lun working there haha so coincident =p. went home after that

hmm not in a good mood...feeling very sad...hahah thanks monkey and ah da papa for talking to me ... i will be better tmr...=)

xx. whatdididonewrong? ymustutreatmelikethis? doyouknowthatyouarehurtingme?.xx

yeah! exams over =)

2006-08-24T13:14:00.000+08:00

lalala~ i am back to blog haha
hmm went to sch today for java exam..
it isnt that difficult afterall =P
hmm yeah exams over i am soo happy hahha
can slack le hahha yeah yeah!
oh and my birthday is coming soon hahah so excited...
yeah today mama is bringing me out for dinner hahah so happy=)
hmm yup yup thanks a lot to those who actually remembered my birthday hahha...
sorry guys i cant go to our class first bbq...
sorry sorry last min got something on...
sorry lao da and da jie da anyways thanks a lot for planning a class bbq hahha..
hope you all will have a great day ! love you guys! hehes
hmm pss coming soon le...ahhh i still dunno if i joining hahha
heya serene u still joining?i still cant decide ey

lalala oh ya monkey since when i am very free huh?
haha only that day u saw me online mahz..and then i am chatting with u on that day so u shld be honoured hahah dun complain =p hahahhaz..
lalalala~

xx.我想你明白的可能不是爱,我想你只想找個替代,我不過是可愛,卻還不夠被愛,对不起.xx

2006-08-15T21:39:00.000+08:00

yeah finally i change my blogskin...hmm the previous one too princess le...hahah too girly bahz...hope you all will like this design haha..
still considering whether to join pss..hahha no confident.. sianz sianz
sorry for the short entry will update soon

2006-08-12T02:25:00.000+08:00

hmm went to watch fireworks today ...hahah its nice.had a great time.lol took superstar form le..hahah a bit scare ey..dunno if i will back out not hhaha cos i think i am not up to standard hahha...hmm best wishes to all my friends who are joining pss...good luck to u all hahah..hmm monkey dun sianz sianz le...hahah tmr will be a better day..cheer up bahz..sianz i am coughin now...guess i am goin to get sick..ahhh sianz..

xx.到底爱情是怎么一回事,两个爱过的人变得,不认识,谁来急救,没有感觉的彼此,我在你的心中,没有了位子.xx

2006-08-06T22:46:00.000+08:00

Kindess resides in your soul! Your life is ruled by helping others. You are very kind, caring, loving, and empathetic. You are careful, but not like paranoid. You may be a bit shy. You are compassionate and you try to be kind to everyone. You are forgiving. Everyone loves you. However, there is one person who truly admires your sweet personaltity, and they love you deeply. they may be to shy to tell you, though. this person is likely one of your close friends. Yuor only bad trait is that often you always put yourself second, or even third. Its always nice to be generous and put others needs before your own, but you often constantly do this and end up feeling alone and sad. People love you for your optimistic attitude and loving nature.

got this site from gan ma blog hahah wonders if its really true

2006-08-06T20:12:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to watch fireworks with yan mei, xinni, san and monkey hahha...had a great time together!! its been ages ever since i felt so happy...haha the fireworks are really beautiful...wish i can watch it again...glad to see san yesterday.. havent seen her for a long time.. went home after that... hahah collect present from my mama...thanks mama for buying so many things for me...hahha touched...no longer feel moody le...thanks to all my friens who care abt me..thanks monkey for cheering me up =) .thanks gan ma and xue li mama...i love ya lots hhaha.

Friends are like angels,
who brighten up our days,
in all kinds of wonderful, magical ways.

Their thoughtfulness comes,
as a gift from above.
The happiness they brings to you,
always give you a special lift,
where we are surrounded,
by a warm, caring love.

So if god ever give you a gift,
be thankful if he gives you,
not diamonds, pearls or ruby,
but the love of true friends.=)

i love all my friends....

hmm sorry xm and the rest...didnt manage to watch movie with you guys...will go out with you all some other time...i miss all of you =)

xx.我好希望整个地球只剩下我和你, 我就能勇敢的说，我还爱你! .xx. i miss ya.xx

2006-08-01T01:44:00.000+08:00

ahhh finally tests is over..i had 3 tests today...guess i did quite ok..after lessons went to singa mania competition with mama gan ma xinni kelvin and zhong jie ..lol gan ma's frien sing very nicee...his voice quite smoothing hahha...not bad not bad..hmm after that we went to eat dinner at clementi..then went home...lol on the way home i saw my sec sch frien...hahah i damn dao ...never say hi to him...hahah then he look at me like i did something wrong hhaha...

2006-07-28T20:44:00.000+08:00

its been ages since i was here... sianz very busy recently lalala~ lol cant go out with ngoi ngoi xm they all...ahhh i miss them lots... everytime ngoi ngoi come and chat with me i am busy with proj...sorry kor =( havent seen san for a long time too...there's so many things i wanna do but i have so little time sianz...yo proj superstar is coming le...hahah my classmate wanna join ey...hahah good luck to you bahz...do what u like dun care what others think...jus be yourself=)
oh ya ang ang mummy don't be sad ok? anyways u already did ya best... sianz never see tian cai these few days=( oh ya sorry guys i didnt go out with you all today...hahah hope to see you all soon...

2006-07-21T23:27:00.000+08:00

its been a long day today..lol i am super tired but i still need to rush to prepare for my presentation and tests next week..hmm today i finish class at 12 then i meet up with shu ting for lunch...lol i saw hui san and yan mei in fc6..oh ya happy birthday julian papa...after that i went to yan mei's pacc lecture haha the teacher quite naggy ...repeated so many times haha now i know why yan mei say the lesson is boring haha. later meet hui san and we went to club together haha saw chian hwee daddy hahah finally saw him...he is still as crappy as before haha..hmm i went out with yan mei kelvin and yu hong later haha...yan mei u brighten up my day hahah thanks a lot... lol headache again..i hate the feeling of being sick...sianz i hope i can go julian papa celebration tmr... lol today yu hong is super lame hahah very crappy too can compare with chian hwee daddy hahah but of cuz my daddy is still the best hahaha...so jr dun snatch my daddy away hahhaa...

xx.i really wish i could tell ya how i feel.xx.i wanna be yr guardian angel.xx

2006-07-21T02:40:00.000+08:00

hmm its been a long day for me...had java tutorial till 1 so sianz...i was half asleep..haiz going to get sick again...i got headache the whole day...sianz wat happen to me? i hate the feeling...
hmm later went to club acc xinni to 3 ...went back for tutorial at 3...hmm lol i walked to t6 then i realise my lesson is at t21...ahhh walked a long way...sianz then 5 got sub com meeting...lol i was like in my own world..i jus try to talk to pei shan so pple wun notice...ahhh...after that i went out with xue li mummy for dinner haha ... nice outing..how i wish can go out with her more often...sianz but these few weeks super busy ...then week got presentation ahhh...i miss ripcurls haha ...

xx.why is it so difficult to love someone.xx.i miss you lots.xx

2006-07-17T23:45:00.000+08:00

hmm now having maths tutorial.. so tired wanna sleep le..hehes connection camp was fun but my group was kinda crazy.. haha they love forfeits sianz...but the games was quite fun haha ...lol no water games haha thats cool...oh during the block catching, the gps cant find me and yan mei...haha then chian hwee daddy shouted our names but we tout he was tricking us so we continue to hide haha...sorry to make all of u all worry ...hmm but the second day very sianz...cos i am sick and tired of the forfeits haha...well they continue to fool around haahhaah crazy group...haha then shu ting like very tired always see her quiet quiet de...sianz now in maths tutorial very cold ...i forget to bring jacket again..blur me heehees

2006-07-10T23:49:00.000+08:00

its been days ever since i last updated my blog. no longer have mood swings these days. yeah! nothing really special happen today. like the usual days. slacking and crapping in class. not many of my classmates attended class today, maybe cos of the world cup finals. class was kinda quiet today. not used to it =x after maths tutorial, we(siew hui, jing ting, ni ting and maha) went fc6 for lunch. we went to the library too to finish up our tutorials. i met sharon at t9 after data com tutorial. after lessons i went club to slack for a while. after that i went for tuition. lol its a tiring day for me. =(

x. i miss ya lots.i jus wish you are here for me. x

this is a short poem i have written recently. jus some touts of mine. it isnt that wonderful though =)

The feeling of love i have for him,

Is burning strongly like an eternal flame

Behind the face of happiness it hides,

A shattered heart that breaks into two

I wish I could tell him the love i had,

That makes me fall so deep for him

But will i ever dare to risk such shame?

Just to seek for the truth my heart's desire.

project at cine??

2006-07-02T02:44:00.000+08:00

lol sianz its so late le i still cant get to sleep.
hmm jus now in da morning i went to cineleisure and do project sianz we suppose to meet at 1030 but niting and siew hui cannot wake up haha...nvm la forgive them...
hmm dunno ey why we will chooose cine to do project hahah...hmm so sianz waited for two hrs... slacking at bk...haha
went to meet xue li, wp, shu ting hui san and ym later...hahah our girls shooping..hmm meet you wei and julian pappa for dinner...sianz i so confused today..hmm talk to xue li mummy jus now..haiz she also got her own problem...ahhh sianz i really hate this feeling...i feeel lost dunno wat to do...dunno where to start..ahhh...haiz i think i goin to be sick le...why so many pple get sick these few days...
hmm i dunno ey...shld i give up not? ahh its so hard for me.. i wish i didnt feel that way...sianz..

maths mst and agm

2006-06-28T23:25:00.000+08:00

hmms today is quite a tiring day for me..
had to wake up early in the morning..
when to give tuition, after that when to meet lao da worz..
haha cos cannot pass him the notes yesterday haha so give him last min revision
hmm then i forgot ser seng name...lol so sorry
haha i am a blur queen i admit haha..
hmm today mst is kinda easy haha i finish in abt 30 mins
sianz i slack for the rest of the 1 hr plus..
looking at pple doin their test...
hmmm after my mst, i went for the agm thing haha...lol i lost my sense of direction ahhh lucky xue li mummy called...
hmm ok the meeting is kinda short..we took many pics bahz...
after that we had this catching game..
hmm i fall down ey..(ouchs that hurt lots)
sianz i forgot to tell my class abt the oc make up lesson ..
ahhh how forgetful am i..
hmm went home with wei en, amanda ,ben they all...

i'm back

2006-06-24T21:38:00.000+08:00

hmm sorry guys didnt update my blog for the past few days cos i went to my god ma house...haha i am finally back...
hmm sianz tmr event is cancelled haiz a bit disappointed but its ok..
oh ya my mood swings is over haha i am so happy worz...
i love my friends lots...
thanks for the care and concern...
hmm didnt a bit of shopping the past few days...
quite tiring but its fun ey...
well i will stop here...
will update again =)

cs outing!!

2006-06-19T23:16:00.000+08:00

hello pple! thanks for reading my blog hehex
thanks for the care and concern ...
i think its gonna be alright soon..

hmm today i went out with my sec sch friens ( hui li, xue mei and ngoi)in da morning
lol finally can meet up with them ..
i am so happy worz
hmm we went orchard for lunch..
then did a bit of shopping haha
oh ya i remember xue mei told me abt her mood swings..
looks like she also have the same problem as me recently..
ahh i hate mood swings cos i dun even know what am i doin...
or why i reacted that way...sianz

after that we went bugis ....
lol we decided to go to the arcade ...
hmm to find that lady who saw last year ..
she didnt let us in last year as chris and zac is not yet 16 haha sounds lame right?
later me and hui li went to meet pei shan ..
we went to book the steamboat thing ..
sianz some of them didnt turn up ...
i think the steamboat wasnt that good bahz

we went to the esplanade after the steamboat ..
lol played true or dare there..
hhaah reminds me of sec sch life..
wah i miss sec sch life so muchhh...
hmm later i went home with hui li and si hui ...
lol i am having mood swings again so didnt really talk in the whole jouney...
lucky they didnt realise it...sianz what happen to me?
i hate this feeling.....

2006-06-18T21:59:00.000+08:00

hey here i am again..sianz today i am having mood swings again.
lol someone pls save me ...
i was writing poems in th afternoon.later went to meet sheeny and her dar..
lol did a bit of shopping ..
sheeny went to look for a birthday present for her mother
lol the photoframe is kinda kind
haha its purple...nice colour
hmm finally there is an outing tmr...
haha havent see my friens for a long time
i miss them though...
hope tmr will be a better day! =)

我不想在欺骗自己了. 我还是深爱这你. 我要把你忘掉!!!

2006-06-18T02:18:00.000+08:00

well today is my mummy birthday...
hmm did a bit of shopping with my bro and sheeny and bought a present for my mama.
not a very good day for us cos my mama and bro are sick tooz.
hmm yup i was sick for the past few days...
headache and stuffs...
lost of appetite too dunno wats wrong with me...

well hmmm lol never seen sheeny for a long time
finally can go out with her.
hhaha hmm went to city harvest church jus now ...
wah its very crowded and grand there .the band and the choir was fantastic and amazingly cool.
but its a little too noisy for me..
maybe i am jus not used to such loud and heavy music...
certainly not my cup of tea..=(

hmm feeling moody these days ...
having mood swings all the while...
some time i jus dont understand myself...
i am still refusing to let go...
ahhh maybe i am thinking too much...

hmm oh ya hope to meeet my sec sch friens soonz...
i really miss them lots.esp my kor.
never seen him for a long long timee...
and the rest of my classmates i miss them too!
such a pity i missed two of my class gathering.
i hope i can make it to the next one.

jus a day

2006-06-16T17:38:00.000+08:00

hmm didnt go for my class study group today as i was a little sick...hmm lazy to out go. didnt have much appetite today so didnt really eat cos i feel like vomiting ...
sianz i think i need lots of rest now ... >>ah ber ber =( sickz

''sweet sweet'' ah ber ber

2006-06-16T01:44:00.000+08:00

[12 june][banner painting]

hmm today went to sch with hui li for banner painting. wah our com did the banner thing quite fast . we finish it before lunch haha so effeicent! lol then we went to eat lunch togther haha . gyii was pretty lame. he actually suggested to play concentration haha. then the whole com was giving that ''sian'' look haha. later i saw hui san she say she goin out to eat dinner so i waited for her hui si and yan mei to finish their banner painting haha. i was talking to yan mei all the time cos kinda bored ah...hmm later we went to talk to yin zi and yi wen hahaha ... we were talking half way when yingzi and yi wen went over to draw some tortoise on gyii shirt haha.well then yan mei ask me to join them in the drawing haha...
later me hui san hui si you wei and julian papa went to eat dinner . hmm then later ben jasmine zhe han daryl join us .

[13 june]

hmm today i went to do community service with maha jing ting ni ting and da jie da...
haha it was pretty fun with all the talkings...well we actually do things fast haha 2 hrs and we finish all the work...haha...hmm oh ya there is a com service event on da 25 of june anyone interested pls contact me hehex...lol i went home with maha haha we took da same bus...lol she is always on the phone...wth...haha then i keep irritating her and pester her to go to the flagday haha....but she got something on ...too bad=( haha...

[14 june]

hmm so sad hui li was sick today so she cannot do flag day today.. sianz nobody acc me on the way there...lol hmm i came later so i went to join hui san and hui si at west mall haha i meet a lot of strange pple there haha ...well not impt so i shall not explain any further...lol later i saw si hui and her frien ( lol forgot her name le) so sorry...hmm we went back to jurong east at 12 plus haha...actually i was suppose to do two shift but then i was kinda tired...
i went lunch with hui san ben kelvin si hui's frien wei en chian hwee daddy zhong jie and the rest haha. we are pretty lame . haha me hui san and ben actully discuss how to celebrate our birthday hahaa .....hmm then kelvin and zhong jie keep telling us jokes haha later me and hui san went to meet julian papa xue li mama shu ting and the rest haha . they were spot checking pple ...we went to da library . haaha that library is kinda cool can make lots of noise ...gyii and jian zhong started to prank calll pple with '' ah ber ber '' haha...
later we went to eat dinner at imm ...lol julian papa and yih dar keep complaining that i eat very slow...very slow meh? i dun think so haha....

[25 june]

lol today i went kbox with wp gugu kelvin xue li mummy shuting hui san and you wei haha we sing quite a lot haha hmm then i started my sweet sweet when wp was smsing haha...lol we sing until the person come and chase us out lol very funny ....hmm later we went raffles to meet julian papa and bai yu kan ma and xiang ming for dinner haha . hmm then kelvin ate the spicy food until his face all red haha so funny ....hmm xiang ming see le regret ordering the same foood hhaah....lucky me and hui san share the food haha if not my face will also be as red as tomato haha....hmm later we went home early cos hui san not feeling well and i got stomach ache ..hmm oh ya i msg chris kor today haha...he ask if we can have an outing before his exams hahah naughty kor never study ar? hmm i think it will be on monday bahz ....dunno cos xue meo also ask me whether we shld have an outing ...so we plan it to be on the mon ...but its not confirm . hope to meet u guys real soon .... haha i miss my sec sch frienss haha....

4e1 gathering

2006-06-09T23:37:00.000+08:00

hello people!! i change my blog skin.
how is it?
i find it alittle pinkish haha though i prefer blue, i think this skin is pretty nice .
lol i spend quite a long time editting this skin today...
hmm yups tmr is 4e1 gathering wooohhh...
but i think i cant make it le...
i forgot i got other things to do. sianz
i miss the first outing. i am afraid i got to miss this again..
ahhh i miss my friendsss...
oh ya talk to hui hoon and meiling yesterday haha .
long time never talk to them le...miss them haha
lol i hope i can go tmr ey.
i want to see mr indra. dunno if he is goin tmr.
hmm shu ying say she never receive my msg wor. i thought i did send ?
lol oh ya hh didnt really change haha her thinking still the same.
haha well so long never see my kor le..
somehow miss him a lot!!
but hh say he maybe went back to shanghai..
lol dunno ey he never tell me? so i dunno. sorry hh
maybe he is in camp bahz haha he is always so busy. =(

2006-06-05T22:27:00.000+08:00

hmm had to wake up early cos got com service meeting...lol i met hui li at 9 then go to sch together...lol then xinni called me so early ..lol she went to sch to do elearning. hahha then she told me that she saw ben in sch...haha he keep asking her stupid qns. haha after meeting went fc5 for lunch with xueli mummy , shu ting , hui li , peishan and the rest haha . lol xue li mummy was very caring worz. haha looking forward to our family outing hahaz...later i meeting xinni for hiphop dance then we went back together cos she need to acc her sis to choose her song...haha not bad ey. hope can hear her sing worzz !!

steamboat!!!

2006-06-03T21:59:00.000+08:00

sorry didnt update my blog recently cos i have tests on mon to fri...lol kinda busy with revisons...
hmm today finally can meet my sec sch friens...lol never see them for a long time cos we are all busy with work bah...
hmm we went xue mei house for steamboat.
i reach there quite easy cos got nothing to go at home.
then hui li and zac came at 5 to watch the vegetable and boil he soup haha. zac was as pampered as before haha he didnt know how to watch the vegetable haha. so we all laughed at him.

soon pam, benjamin, jordan came....lol then we ask pam about her new bf. lol didnt expected her to have a bf cos she is that type super shy de...we all was like super shock. lol her bf is kinda tall ey. hmm we started eating first cos hy was super late haha then zac keep asking us to keep some food for hy. lol but we didnt care .haha

After eating we went tampines mall for a drink. lol we went starbucks and arcade. hmm we played quite a lot of games there. later huili xm and pam went home le...
lol then we went downtown east to play pool.lol kinda boring fro me cos i dun really play pool.

i'm back =)

2006-05-30T11:16:00.000+08:00

hmms i have decided to update my blog becos i am so freaking bored now. Having lecture now but is freaking lecturer is so boring!!

[ 27 of may ]

hmms when shopping with my mummy in the afternoon. i went to buy ew shoes haha. lol i was at the shop for while a long time, as i cant decide on which colour to buy. i think that salesman was kinda pissed off by me haha.

later i went to meet weiping, xueli, jasmine, hui san,hui si,yan mei,julian papa,zhe han,clement, kelvin,benjamin,amanda ( hope i didnt miss out anyone, if i did forgive me =p) to celebrate max, you wei and wei en birthday. lol we sat at diff tables ...haha yr 1 one table and the rest sat another table.lol well oh ya we ate quite a lot of thing haha actually we shared our food. Oh we took lots of photo. haha when we are eating halfway ,kelvin start taking pictures haha then its like...we all looking at him haha.hmm we did a lot of funny things...like shouting for no reason...chitchatting..i guess the we had lots of fun that day.oh ya max dun smile when he take photo.i was taking pictures of him when he jus act blur haha like a sotong =x.
later we went esplanada, while we had lots of fun among the yr 1 s...but the senior like very tired never really play bahz....=(

oh ya that day i saw melissa and her bf ..haha they have break bah..then i saw them at fc5 ...hmm we talk abt that guy...well i didnt know her bf also have a taste of his freaking stupid actions. pls la grow up.you are not a kid anymore.stop these childish act cos its SUPER DAMN IRRITATING!!! anyways u got a gf must be faithful to her .....wth!well later we went to club haha melissa and her bf is kinda hardworking studying for their test not bad haha...

[ 28 of may]

hmm its a busy day for me.didnt go out today as i spend my day studying for tmr test...well i got 3 test tmr haha kinda tiring today.haha thanks to my bro haha he help me a little. =)

[ 29 of may]

well wake up quite early today as my class starts at 10...hmm today my maths test is a total mess .hmm didnt manage to get full marks . kinda sad.hmm today com hardware practical was alright i guess haha one of the lecturer is so kind haha he helped us....then he act blur cos he cant let my lecturer find out he is helping us haha...hmm today its also quite a long day for me...i went home early to study for theory tmr ....cos it was postponed to tmr ..hmm kinda tiring too...=(

jus a day!! edited

2006-04-06T23:39:00.000+08:00

well i guess there is a need to edit this blog entry as i found out that many of my friends don't understand what i am trying to say , the worst thing is that me, myself don't even understand what i am writing...heex
hmm today has been a terrible day for me,
well i was feeling down almost the whole day , i shall not mention what happen, for those who tried to cheer me up...i wanna say a big "thank you ".
oh i would like to thank this special friend of mine for calling to check if i am alright, hope yr girl will like you soon.. i can see that you are a great friend..heex. and don't worry about me, i will not cry ...
oh ya before i forget, shu xin i forgot our password again. so sorry. i think my short term memory is getting worse these days...oh thanks for that wonderful entry... sorry i jus read it recently... as i am kinda busy these days...well i guess i will have to stop here. don't really feel like blogging today...

childish act

2006-04-04T22:09:00.000+08:00

hmm sorry for not posting this few days...cos i went for a camp...well its kinda fun...nice knowing so many pple...interesting ones and even strange ones though...oh well hmm i heard something strange...well can ya stop that stupid act whoever u are....whats wrong with calling a frien ...pls la if calling a frien for jus 30 secs can spoil yr frien's relationship with his gf then you are too naive..
oh ya shu xin dun care abt that stupid person haha maybe he is jus jealous...
pls la mind yr own business she also not yr gf ...you care so much for what...nothing better to do...you know that you are so childish....pls find something more meaningful to do if you think you are seriously so free...stop calling pple and scold them for no reason...you dare to scold dun dare to tell her yr name...pls la you think u are so great... who you think u are?....pls stop disturbing pple anymore.....
shu xin actually you dun need to care abt that person ...cos i think he is really stupid...and i dun think that person is him cos he also dunno u well...so i dun think he is that bo liao...even if she dun really like u from what i know she wun do this type of thing...so maybe is one of stan frien or lijie frien bah.. aiya that person really super busybody ...anyways u shldnt le him scold you...this type of crazy person really out of his mind...i think you shld do what yr frien ask you to do...wah i never see such a sickening person before...
well the camp was fun but then dunno why he keep telling pple crap...then so many pple ask me funny questions wah super irritating ey...haiz dun want to talk abt it le...
oh ya shu xin lol u say you want to pass me something haha until now when havent meet ey
haha sorry abt it ...everytime u ask me out i always not free sorry ey... well her birthday coming soon le haha...i think she will be happy to see yr present heex heex

2006-03-23T23:58:00.000+08:00

hmm here i am again...
hmm well i guess i have already decided to let go...
well cos many things happen recently and i realise its not worth
well not really in a mood to blog ...
guess i will be back some time next week cos i am really busy these days

confused

2006-03-15T01:19:00.000+08:00

hmm lol today is a boring day for me...
not really that bored jux that i have lots of things in my mind...
haiz shu xin i need ya help..
lol i have already decided but i still feel uneasy ey...
haiz maybe i think too much le..
ming ming mei you "feel" but then haiz shu xin helpp me!!!! ahhhh
haha lol xin u went to watch horror movie when u are scare of ghost..
haha then i bet u scream thoughout the movie haha...
lol shu xin ah i really need ya advice now...
ahh feeling sick le.....lol now i start to understand how you feel..
but i still think he is not worth ya attention haha...
lol ahhh cccooonnnfffuuussseeeddd !!!!!

hmm...

2006-03-13T00:15:00.000+08:00

lol haha shu xin i jus read yr entry...haha lol dun need to thank me
oh ya stop calling yrself stupid...
u never create blog before mah...
lol haha i think i have short term memory these days
haha sorry keep forgeting yr password and username
haha worse of all i even forget yr blog add...
ahhh haha...
lol oh ya sorry jason didnt tell u i not goin that day
coz i last min decided not to go...sorry ya
anyway u got zac they all accompany you haha
ahh this blog is boring ey
hmm shu xin i think i must change my design
lol this blog always lagg ....
haha sorry everytime u want to go in also cannot..
sorry ya

a little tout of mine

2006-03-12T00:44:00.000+08:00

hmm wat shld i write...
haiz today cant go out ey...
cos i fall sick..
hmm oh ya didnt expect i will keep in touch with my old friens...
haha really nice wor...
hmm i went downtown east today cos need to repair my printer..
haha lol i had a funny experience..
hmm cos my mummy went to buy shoes..
so my bro feel very bored so he went to buy a lollipop..
then who knows the machine spoil...
hmm later a little boy came to buy too...
lol he put in the money then the sweet didnt come out
so he was like forcing it out..
lol finally after trying so many times ..
the sweet came out ...yeah!
lol but it turn out to be only half the lollipop ...
then my bro started laughing...
lol dunno if that little boy saw him lol...

love me again

2006-02-16T02:57:00.000+08:00

lol hmm today i bought kelly's new album
wow its nice haha
lol she rox!!
hmm so long never blog le
well cos i have no mood to write anything
lol oh ya had a crazy experience during valentine day
well i guess i shld mention here in my blog
oh ya pls jason stop asking me to update my blog
hmm i will do so if i feel like it
haha
well stay up late this few day
cant get to sleep ey
dunno y?
hmm well yup before i foget
pls buy kelly 's new album
its nice
haha...

hey hey!

2005-10-20T14:23:00.000+08:00

hmm long time didnt update le....hmm lol today is sci practical lol ok la....hmm the stupid teacher lol dunno how to speak proper english haha so funny eh...hmm lol we are stuck in the ava room for almost 3 hours haha...hmm then hh give us quiz lol pamela always got trick haha...blur queen then she so sweet eh...keep a muffin for vincent haha...lol tmr graduation day le..so fast haha..hmm then i talk to hh about rain haha lol she listen until sian...lol before i say she know what i trying to say le...haha

yoyoyo

2005-09-21T14:58:00.000+08:00

hmm lol so long never update le lol coz of prelim yeah prelims finally over lol hehe but still got o level eh...guess i didnt did that bad eh...lol haha oh went out with this little crazy girl, hui li yesterday haha lol...hmm then me xuemei and zac make fun of her eh...haha lol hmm the movie was not bad i guess except someone beside me keep throwing popcorn eh ...lol still move here and there and make me angry haha...lol hmm haha was late yesterday lol got locked up my my maid eh haha so funny ...hmm then this meiling dun want to go ey...lol so sad....hmm oh ya hui li seems happy today guess what i call jason name and she answered me hahahahah so funny ey...lol then during chinese lesson i talk to ah mei about hui li haha then she heard wrongly ey....lol say she goin to tell hui li i confess my love for her wat the...rubbish ey...haha lol but hui li laugh after she heard then i say dun worry ey i wun say that even if i will to its someone else ey haha...lol i am not les ok....haha then ah mei keep laughing haha then i tell her if one day she will to cry its miracle yeah...well i guess i will stop here too lazy to continue

teacher's day

2005-08-31T23:29:00.000+08:00

lol hmm today is teacher's day ...lol wish all teachers happy teacher's day yeah...hmmm lol suprised by zac gingerbread man....its sooo cuteee...haha hmm well i guess someone else do for him de...is it true zac? haha hmm today went out with ah mei pam ngoi and zac wor...lol quite fun thought..hmm then hh call me wor lol ask me to go swimming with her and chew yin haha lol too bad have to turn it down...haha well then very cute eh...haha ask me to bluff they all that desmond was on the other line...lol then they all like so scare wor...well who cares about him ..not really say dislike him...jus that sometimes he can be irritating when he talk abt me and him ey...dun really feel comfortable with his jokes ey....this is not a funny game...well anyway i dun really care...lol had quite a lot of fun today haha...hmm we went v8 to eat lunch...lol we all order me and xm favorite baked rice...haha its nice yeah ..lol later we went to the arcade ...lol that stupid woman say wat below 16 cannot play...lol then we all had to show her our ic ..lol she still ask me is this my ic ...wat the...i am 16 ok...well haha too work up...anyway we ended up in tampines ...haha coz pam wanted to go to the arcade...lol xm ask me to play the dunno wat game lol play until my hand so tired ey...dunno what shoot here and there...haha later we play the...oh no forget wat the game name...lol wats wrong with me keep forgeting thing eh..hmm well anything this ngoi so funny suppose to hit the chip instead he hit the ... dunno wat the thing called to hit the chip ...well it fly out my hand anyway...haha hmm oh lol watch superstar to day haha kinda kewl well anyway i support kelly she has a nice voice haha ...wish she will win tmr...lol

is it true?

2005-08-25T15:40:00.000+08:00

hmm well guess i have quite a nice day ahead...lolhmmm today maths test was quite easy well a math test was not that hard either..but guess i had a lot of careless mistakes haha well..lol but someone spoil my day somehow...lol he keep spreading thing lol it was meant to be a secret...o knows he tells everyone like very happy about it lol then he acted as if very good and innocent in front of us well...i dun really care lol he thinks pple like him that much well...so naive are you ya...pple finds ya iritating ...only they dun wannna say ...scare to hurt you...well then u act like you are very good friend to him...lol very cunning ya ....treat him so nice in front of him then talk back about him in the back....lol good thing he didnt realise if not you be sorry ya....lol didnt know at first lucky pple tell me ya..lol u think he is stupid at least he still smarter than you lo...

hmm then anyone talk bad about my friend...you think she likes you too... lol actually she dun trust you at all...lol how naive are ya to believe wat pple say so easily.. then you think you come and talk to me i will tell u secret lol pls la i dun trust you lo...jus playing around with you only ...lol dun try to act in front of me .....lol then every time say you dun like her but you still talk to her lo....wat the...haha you think she also trust you issit pls la...in fact she wun trust anyone i guess...lol everytime tell us you dun like her and sAY she always lie ..lol you also ..anyhow say out pple secret

yoyo...

2005-08-20T22:10:00.000+08:00

lol today is quite a nice day...lol wake up in the morning then hh call me lol ask me to go to her house earlier to study wor...haha hmm then i still half asleep eh...lol so quickly go and change and then call chew yin to meet me lol then lol i cant find my shirt wor so no choice choose another one haha then blow my hair until didnt see the time...lol went down a little late...lol waited so long for the bus ...haha then huihoon was like asking where am i le...lol later so yoyo and coco in hh house...haha crap ...lol so cute wor...haha coco guai eh...lol like her a lot...but she kinda likes to lick pple haha...kewl then yoyo so naughty de...call her dun respond de...lol then we waited for seren to come then study lol hh made the salad wow suprising so nice wor haha then later serene come le so we started our work until about 6 plus then go coz hh wanna go joggin haha lol then we like talking about prom night lol hh dun wanna go so sad haha lol will force her to go haha she dun go not fun le haha

mass run

2005-08-08T15:58:00.000+08:00

lol today we have to go for that 4.3 km run...well its kinda a waste of time run for nothing yeah ...haha lol today lol went downtown to meet ngoi coz i meet up up with aly to go together lol that ngoi la so blur haha opps sorry dun be angry hahaha...lol so bored yeah in the bus ...lol tout we are late but who knows we reach there oo early haha hmm lol then i sat with hui li haha lol then someone was like saying lol diana snatch yr place...lol hate her ...not really dun like her i guess...lol an extra act cute also ...lol too bad she cant act haha i guess a lot of pple will agree with me haha...lol hmm then later i walk with meiling hh serene and shu ying during the run haha lol not really bored coz i have my ipod with me haha...hmm after that i went tampines with chew yin wor haha who know s we met desmond they all so we went to see liu zhe haha lol she is fine...lol then that ying lei super irritating lol talk non stop lol...haha lol liu zhe gain weight le haha so funny lol her mum is very friendly wor give us a lot of fruit to eat haha then uyanga and ngoi keep taking viedo haha...lol later when we went back i went kinda moody lol didnt want to talk much bahz...haha dunno why also ...hmm haiz perhaps someone will know bah hehe=)

hmmm...

2005-08-04T19:26:00.000+08:00

lol today i kinda moody well dun understand myself ...dunno whay i feel that way ...haiz i wish it will be over soon...lol havent tell anyone about this dun wish to say too...well hmm today is a very short day lol went lp with wy des ngoi and hy to eat lunch ...lol desmond very cunning eh haha naughty boy haha..hmm lol jus now saw hakam and raimi fighting lol they very childish....hmm then wy very funny eh lol she so playful today haha hmm lol then during the math spp lol she made a lot careless mistake haha like me ....lol she very funny ...hmm lol today she didnt eat banana haha ....lol dun feel like carry on writting le

unexplainable feelings

2005-08-03T18:11:00.000+08:00

hmm today is a geat day oh well we had to go for that stupid health care program during our ss lesson lol i think its a waste of time ...lol hmm well kinda upset today should say recently well i dunno wat actually was on my mind jus that...well i guess i shldnt explain so much...hmm dun really feel like talking at times lol didnt know why perhaps because i havent got over it...ok i guess i hav to stop explain my stuff hmm lol today we had to stay back for science remedial lol i saw her again so i told ngoi haha then i sat with wai yin coz christian sat on my chair ... wy is kinda funny ...lol hmm she ate bannna again hahaha...hmm then we make fun of pamela coz meiling say she has a blue black well its funny i guess....hmm later i ask jason if who is goin on sat oh ya shenny cant go out with you le coz i have to go to hillsongs concert ...haha hmm well i think i will stop here ...reallly no mood to continue...

2005-07-29T21:08:00.000+08:00

hmm today we had a great time pulling pple to come to buy from our store...lol we didnt sell finish our food but supriseingly we made a profit ...lol althought not as much as last year but we did a great job hahaa...lol hy over there keep pulling pple to buy haha he so scary wor then meiling and ngoi over there argue ...haha lol i manage to get her to buy food from our store isnt that great well not exactly...hmm then i pull sabrina they all come wor then told them ben made them lol they actually buy hahaha lol then waiyin was like making fun of ben lol so funny...lol later benjamin they all went to watch movie lol he actually choose a cool movie lol which i dun really wanna watch at first but its was nice haha never regret watching it...lol then serene say the male lead look like ngoi wor haha ok la i guess so too..hmm then waiyin sit beside ben wor haha so cool they during the movie they two like whisper to each other so sweet wor...then i start to smile lol waiyin caught me and they pretend like never talk hahahaha then christian throw ice at ben then they pass to me and ask me to put on chritian shirt lol so funny...then meiling over there laugh so funny...lol well i guess i will stop here too lazy to continue

sports day

2005-07-28T21:00:00.000+08:00

hmm today is our school sports day wor...hmm lol me waiyin desmond they all went for lunch wor haha wai yin dunno y come so late then i keep complaining to her haha...lol we eat long john again so sian la but wat to do they all wanna eat haha...lol later during our shot put event pamela didnt get disqualified eh lol she is quite goood at it lol...hahha ben win a lot of medal wor haha then i ask wy see isnt he good haha...lol later we went to tampines mall to eat dinner and buy the ingredient lol...then we took a cab to ben hse ....lol me hui hoon ngoi des and vincent took one cab and surprisingly the driver didnt notice there was five pple haha so funny lol all thanks to huihoon idea ask me to hide haha...hmm later me hh and ngoi went to desmond hse to make the banner haha lol then we have not enough paint so des call hao yuan lol he say he too lazy...oh ya he trick me wor ...so smart eh...lol so hard to persuade him to bring the paint hahalater i went home with ngoi and hui hoon haha then ngoi keep asking hh who she like lol funny eh...

lol ('',)

2005-07-26T15:55:00.000+08:00

hmm today is a nice day well...its was raining heavily in the morning..guess wat i actuall saw her in the morning well its kinda strange though but didt reply her anyway...hmm we had to do practice during physic lesson well it was that difficult but didnt dare to touch the beaker which contains hot water...well hui hoon was so kind to help me haha later during poa lesson i sat with hui hoon hmm it was that boring i guess but somehow didnt really listen to what mrs chua was talking well but manage to answer her qn as well as doin the question in th board ...lol we actuall had pe lesson didnt expected it as the ground was still wet after the rain ...well lol heard about desmond story...lol the crazy teacher is mad pick on desmond when its not even his fault ...in fact is was his father who scolded her...well and she was so unreasonable to accuse his father...what the...should sack her...well i can say she is not fit to be a teacher...she can make a better ah lian ...lol during pe lesson meiling was funny she did some funny things that make people laugh well.. then she was asked to go out with mark on a date lol mark's face turn red haha guess he was shy...lol he always does that..lol dunno recess i went back to class lol then meiling was complain about her short was wet so she decide to take off lol who knows that ming ming came to class at the wrong time well then meiling acted in front of him haha he was disgusted by the words we all said well its nothing much anyway...lol during math class i sat with desmond and he was explaining the incident happen in the morning to ms yeo lol she sided him too lol in fact everyone sided him...hmm later in lifestyle lesson...i sat with hui li lol but went to sit with ngoi later ..well for some reason that he to suppose to be said...well ngoi was reading and i disturb him lol later he start to make fun of me about someone ...lol not really funny but i did try to deny the fact...lol then later jason played with my bottle and math book lol he is so childish today ...not like him haha...then later desmond ask me wanna eat lunch lol then ngoi also ask then mus go since the da lan zhu ask...haha lol he ask me to ask someone along well guess its too awkward so i didnt ask him but jason did ask him to come along ...well anyway some thing are meant to be be said right...lol i dunno

hmm...

2005-07-25T19:57:00.000+08:00

heya here i am to update my blog again...well yesterday was a boring day ...hmm folllow my aunt and some other pple to go and look at furniture lol it was a pretty long day i guess...hmm today was quite a tiring day ya...we had poa remedial after school...and math remedial supposely...well during silent reading lol i saw my favorite actor in the newspaper...lol guess wat its lee dong gun...lol then hui li smile and smile...haha lol then during chem lesson we do practical lol didnt turn out well at first but manage to resolve the probem...hehe =) later during recess i saw her again ...lol she didnt see me i guess..well didnt really care lol then later during social studies lesson ms low scolded us well guess we didnt do that well again...hmm lol diana show off her marks when she get back her paper lol...then ngoi ngoi so clever manage to bluff her...well done ngoi haha..hmm later school me desmond xm pam and chew yin went to collect the class t-shirt lol so big eh...so later xm me and serene went to loyang point to alter the shirt haha but the lady say we need a t-shirt sample then can alter the shirt...so i went to xm hse to take the t-shirt sample then serene went home to take hers too...then later we meet again to go back to alter the shirt lol then the designer give the tag sizes wrongly coz serene's xs is bigger than mine and xms...lol

sport heats

2005-07-23T11:54:00.000+08:00

lol today its quite i nice day...hmm well guess wat i saw someone in the morning lol i was talking to wai yin half way when she called me to look out lol it was that girl dun really wanna bother abt her ...so i ask wy to walk faster lol she still walk so slow so i pulled her hand haha lol then she stare at us...lol so i stick out my tongue and smile back haha she was shocked i guess...haha so kewl rite? lol later during math lesson i sat with ben then i make fun of him abt sabrina haha..lol hmm during poa lesson we had a test lol then desmond sat beside pam lol they all very funny ...later we took a cab to tampine mall to eat lunch...lol the guys snatch with us the cab see not gentlemen haha...then vincent say he is not a gentleman so i tell pam since when he is a gentleman then she smiled...lol later during sport hets sabrina came to see with our class then christian and serene ask me why she come here lol in fact i also dunno y ...then i find out from sheeny that she didnt go to choir practice today...well i guess i know the reson why..well then later sabrina told me she scared of christian haha so funny ...hey hy say she was very irritating haha so bad ...well its quite true bahz...at first later it was not so.....hmm then my event pstponed again lol make me come for nth but nvm can cheer for my classmates haha..then later ben run 1500m lol he run so fast wor he came in second ...wat a pity martin came in forth well... haha sabrina will be very happy to see him lol...then later i went back with wy lydia and ngoi but wy and lydia want to take different bus so i went home with ngoi lol we saw sabrina halfway haha ngoi make fun of her...hmm later in the bus i saw my mei haha guess she mistaken le...well but i guess she knows who i like so its alright...lol then later desmond ask me to go to his hse to make waffles so i ask ngoi alone...well then he so blur he actually go to the wong place haha then later we wait for abt 3omins in desmond hse while he went to fetch wy and ben...lol ben looked different today haha dunno why but i think so...lol then when they make the second waffle ben make fun of wy ask her to use her hand lol so funny ...after making the waffles we went to the playground lol dunno who suggest to play truth or dare haha lol then ben didnt tell the truth so me and wy suggest he had to kiss sabrina...lol i think its stupid haha wellhe wun do it too ...btw later he told the truth haha then i saw wy blush haha...

2005-07-20T19:26:00.000+08:00

lol today its a boring day...well during math lesson ben so clever wor i dunno how to do a question he taught me wow smart smart ...haha then after that during chinese class lol it was kinda boring haha ben mark and christian at the back sleeping wor...lol me and xm was sleepy too but we find it was bad for us to sleep haha later later jason talk some rubbish lol not true lol...ngoi u still add on with him lol dun anyhow guess if its true you will know haha...then later hy also sleep lol he so guai also sleep ao me and xm also sleep by that time she finish teaching le...haha..hmm later during recess lol that crazy girl stare at me le...hey ngoi u still dun care ...lol nvm...haha...who care about a crazy woman stare more i more happy ...lol show that i succeed in making her angry haha although i didnt do or say anything well wat more u expect form a crazy woman hahahahaha....hmm later after sch went lp with pam xm and desmond haha lol pam talking abt denny all the while haha something fishy ....jkjk hahaha...then later we went back to sch for remedial lol well its so boring not really la coz we got work to do then vincent took pam pen and book haha so funny wor...

2005-07-19T19:19:00.000+08:00

lol today sports day ...lol we can go off earlier haha so happy dun need to go for assembly haha lol should be boring i guess...well whatever who cares haha...lol its was raining so the events were delayed....lol so chewyin yiqian lydia meiling pam jinchen wai yin and i decide to go out and eat but lol its was raining heavily lol...lol so we had to run to tampines mall...lol then wai yin wearing white haha lol we went long john and eat haha again ...well this time i ate fish with wai yin haha ...its horrible i guess well anyway who cares haha ...lol later i talked to wy about ben ...lol then ben run every fast haha wy say if he run first she will stead with him lol too bad he was second haha...then later i went for my event ...lol waited so long then in the end they say it was postpone to friday lol...haiz make us wait so long...lol cannot blame them coz the field was closing and the events was delayed due to the rain...lol later went home with wy lol we talk abt ngoi and ben haha ...jus some stupid stuff lol...

2005-07-18T19:10:00.000+08:00

lol today nothing much happen in school wor...lol at first huili didnt wanna go to practice today haha lol manage to convince her to go haha so smart lol joking...lol i can ngoi go too ...lol but he dan lan zhu ...haha say he too lazy ...lol later we got math test wor then finish math test raining so cannot go home lol so we meet later wor...lol later i ask hy to go lol he at first dun wanna go dunno why later he decide to go...lol he mummy boy wor...haha should say he so guai bah...haha must go home and eat haha...lol later i meet hui li at 5 wor...lol then ask chew yin and hy to meet us at 5...lol suddenly chew yin had to help her mama do something so we had to wait there a long time haha..then me hui li and hy talk abt diana lol she quite gross ...lol shouldnt say it here but it make me feel digusted haha...lol later we went to the stadium ...lol hy got a lot of crap to say haha dunno y he like so happy today haha....lol then he make fun of pamela so bad....lol hmm later after we run finish we went to see the yoga class haha then we wanted to join lol i ask hy to join too then he like say waste of time lol....then sabrina call me...haha hy so funny eh shouted and say faster hang up haha...lol then later we went long john to eat lol hui li likes fish haha didnt know...haha

hui li's day haha

2005-07-14T22:13:00.000+08:00

Hmm today quite a nice day wor...hmm during cme lesson I sit with hui li eh wah she so funny wor ...lol then later I went to ask meiling to go out tmr lol then saw ngoi talking to them lol then he gave me that funny look from chinese lesson until cme lesson haha he siao le...lol but very funny wor...hmm then I put da book on his face wor haha...lol that he gav that funny expression...lol then after sch I went loyang point with hui li and xm haha we ate some cake wor...haha...hmm later after remedial went to tampine stadium lol coz chew yin they all wanted to practice mah haha...lol then that hy keep complaining stomach pain haha so funny not exactly ...haha then later we went to eat wor then cy went all the way jus to buy the bubble tea haha...lol later I msg ngoi then she ans him wor so funny hahaha

2005-07-12T17:41:00.000+08:00

hmm its quite a boing day lol nothing much really happen well but there is a stupid incident which spoil my day well will talk abt it later...hmm today during physic class mr indra scolded us lol coz we never read our book...well he is right bah...hmm later during poa class lol suddenly feel so tired well but manage to listen to wat mrs chua say although I was really listening ...hmm later we went to physic lab...lol got nth to do so pam xm and I went to take our math book lol sakinah was walking at the back of us at first dunno why she suddenly walked in front of us le...lol...later during lifeskills class ngoi and qing fu went to talk about the entrepreneur fair lol then ngoi suggest to do the milo thing lol Diana have so much comment abt it lol ...she is so irritating isn’t her ngoi?
Lol then later I ask desmond go lp lol he say not sure lol but he actually went with wai yin ngoi and zac...lol wanted to ask zac but he walked too fast...lol then I bluff desmond say I angry lol he very funny later I stay back with huili xm and meiling haha lol we talked abt the course we want to take haha...lolthen I tell xm abt the % thing haha so funny wor...then later xm went to sign out lol she let pple bully all the pple cut her queue de...lol hmm later when I was walking home lol I saw ming hui...lol his frien is kinda mad…well that the stupid incident ...hmm dun wanna talk abt it

2005-07-11T17:58:00.000+08:00

Hmm lol quite a funny day today...lol this morning meiling sat with zac wor haha she leave me alone *sob sob* well its ok not a big deal yeah...hmm lol who knows after a moment she shouted and ran off to the toilet lol...I went to talk to zac well he told me that there is a caterpillar crawling on meiling's back lol so funny then xue mei say zac actually kill it wor haha then I call him a murderer lol jus making fun of him...lol later during poa class Mrs Chua neva come hope she Is alright...hmm perhaps she's sick bah...hmm then later recess I ate with xue mei pam and hui li haha saw some people I didn't want to see lol I told xue mei then she smiled lol then hui li like know what I am talking lol but she act blur I guess lol she is laughing away haha...funny gal yeah...hmm later durinhg English class ms narzene didn't come ...lol I went to sit with xue mei at first wanted to talk to her but ended up making fun of wai yin and Jason haha coz they look like a couple well jus joking only haha...lol later after sch went lp with desmond xue mei ngoi hy and zac haha....lol we were talking about the caterpillar and making fun of zac haha then I talk to xm coz they will talking about the math qn...lol ngoi actually heard wat I say haha his ears so sharp wor...later we went kaffa cha to eat ...lol we make fun of zac again haha...then ngoi say I da xiao jie again lol jus coz I didn't finish my food ...lol later ben Christian serene hui hoon chew yin and Vincent came lol...then serene and hui hoon ask ngoi why neva ask then to eat haha then I laugh at him lol hmm then later we went to see our class tshirt lol its quite nice haha...then today dunno why I like to make fun of ngoi...haha sorry wor dun angry k...lol

nice day

2005-07-07T19:54:00.000+08:00

Lol today nothing much happen wor...hmm lol wai yin is so funny these day haha...hmm lol yesterday recess went to talk to wai yin lol then she say she made some vitamin c haha lol dunno say some funny ingredient lol...then wai yin told me hy at the back wor....and ask y I never talk to him....lol nth to talk mah....then she push me lol lucky my reaction fast wor....hmm say le dun like him le lol....dunno y eh....haha hmm then later I went to talk to hui li cause she ask me abt math mah...later during recess ms yeo left her notepad with me then ben go and write baby yeo there haha so funny ...hmm during eng lesson ben make me angry wor....lol then meiling tell ben abt wy lol he act blur only....lol later ms narzene angry with ying lei then she scold all of us…then that stupid gossip quenn blame her eh....lol didn’t wanna say her but she really too much she think she so clever ah....lol I think she is like wat mr indra say sit at the coffee shop and gossip only lol even hui li also got irritate wor....haha later we stay back for amath wor then wai yin and meiling went home early so I went home with xue mei and hui li haha then we talk abt hui li future haha so funny wor

outing

2005-07-04T13:49:00.000+08:00

lol today i went out with quite alot of pple...lol went out to celebrate my bro b'd lol get him some present as well as getting my lenses...lol we went to raffles city wor...lol sheeny mama ask me to eat wor...lol then she give me and sheeny two bread...lol didnt really have the apetite to eat ..well so decide to share with sheeny...lol give sheeny the bigger piece then she look at me in a funny manner...lol she was over there messaging her kor...then he finally call for a silly reason lol...lol felt bored so decide to msg ngoi ...lol didnt know he was a t suntec...lol but the whole day didnt manage to see him haha...lol then my cousins and my bros order such a big portion of food lol me and sheeny see le almost wanna vomit ...haha later we went a lot of place looking for bro b'd present lol ..then we went into a shop...lol my bro was playing with the white sand in one corner...then he cry coz the sand got into his shoes haha...then my bro say lol u stay near white sand why u scare of white sand...haha he hear le he stopped crying and start to laugh...haha lol we all laugh too....after shoppin for some time we went to eat jap food ...lol i share with sheeny ...lol my bro and cousin order two portion lol cant believe how thay can eat everything lol....later we went to see some wine storage thing lol co sheeny wanted to buy one to put her wine...lol then my bro went to play with my cousin...lol they were singing and acting away ...lol so funny my cousin acted as a waiter serving food...lol so funny we laughed...until the security guard told them they were making too much noise haha...

bro b'd

2005-07-03T13:38:00.000+08:00

lol today is my bro b'd lol...mama foget abt his birthday wor..lol coz she have the church thingy goin on so she totally forget abt it...lol my bro was about his presents the whole day..didnt really go out today lol coz mama when out early in the morning haha a place not suitable for me haha she said it was boring well it is expected i guess..hmm later i was so bored so decide to ask sheeny out..lol she said ahe was lazy though...we decided ro go soewhere but later we decide to play game...later mama called me to go out for dinner...lol i was like thinking...its too early for dinner...its only 5 now...lol but i went out with my bro...lol he ate quite a lot kewl..nah i didnt have much appetite at that moment lol...later my aunt wanted to look for lights for her home lol so we went into the shop lol my bro was busy lazing around...lol later we went to another shop lol he was so happy coz one of the promoter gave him a chocolate haha then he took some sweets as well ....later we went to novena ...lol aunt bought a cake for him...haha durian favor jus as i expected lol

school daes...

2005-07-01T19:47:00.000+08:00

Hmm today nth much happen ...hmm lol jus now in class I talk to wai yin...lol I ask her for my soup wor...haha then she say it will give me energy wor....haha so funny...lol then during math lesson ..i doin something meiling suddenly say....see he come again..lol I blur blur de until ngoi shake our table....then I know wat she say lol...ngoi why u always walk up and down in class? Haha...hmm then later he went to talk to liu zhe ...I look at shu ying ...lol she so sweet simle at me haha then she laugh...lo I tell meiling then she also laugh wor...later after recess I ask wy if she brew my soup le...she say lol so hot later dry up le...haha coz mr sin talk to us mah…then later amath class meiling talk abt hy...lol I told her its not true le...haha then she ask me sure not? Lol I didn’t ans her..then I when to talk to hui li haha lol Pamela very cute....look at me in a funny way....later during poa class....mrs chus never come....maybe she sick mah...well god bless wor...then I went to sit with hh wor hah they talking abt the class tshirt...then seren come wor....then denny shouted wow...girls group haha then hh laugh...later I acc xue mei stay back for her oral coz she alone...lol she ao nervous wor...haha jus like me...

jus a poem

2005-06-30T21:35:00.000+08:00

Looking in your eyes,
searching for some words to say,
lost in confusion,
With lack of words to explain.

My thoughts often turn to you,
sometimes I wonder if you knew,
Thought with time these feelings would fade,
little did I know, they only grew.

When will this stop?
When did it ever start?
Can I listen to my mind?
Should I follow my heart?

I have kept this secret,
For quite some time,
I wish I could tell you,
I wish you could be here.

The Little dream oF mInE

2005-06-28T18:01:00.000+08:00

I walk into a path,
Of a never ending dream,
A dream that seems so real,
Where stars began to twinkle,
Like tiny flowers in the garden.

The wind curls along the terrain,
slithering its way through the woods,
Where dark clouds begin to dissipate,
With a ray of light shines through the darkness.

It was snowing so softly,
Like a canvas needing paints,
In a beautiful winter scene.

Their natural beauty,
So far from harm.
A shimmer of tranquility,
A sense of charm.

The snow covered every house,
like icing on a cake.
Where frosted windows lined the street,
as the dawn began to wake.

But is was such a pity,
That I had to wake up,
Before I could take another glimpse of it!

sick sick*

2005-06-28T12:59:00.000+08:00

hmm today i never go to school wor...coz i got fever ..hmm very uncomfortable wor...feel like vomiting..lol went to see the doctor jus now...lol must wait so long wor...maybe coz a lot of pple sick today..lol the doctor say i got gastric wor..lol lol maybe yesterday eat the wrong food le..haiz lol so bored at home ...mama say fever must rest cannot go out ar...lol haha sick and tired of sleepin le...dun want to become da lan zhu wor...haha lol hh msg me just now...lol she naughty ya...never listen in class busy sms haha...naughty girl rite? lol then the doctor give me so many medicine...eee...dun want to eat wor...lol later the da lan zhu say i pampered again haha...lol...so uncomfortable dun wish to be sick wor...

hmm..

2005-06-24T15:00:00.000+08:00

hmm today we got physic remedial wor..hmm i sat with xuemei coz pamela never come mah..lol we do the circuit experiment lol then me and xue mei voltmeter can work but ammeter cannot work wor...then later serene call mr india ...lol she also ask the same qn...haha then he ask her a qn wor..lol lucky mr indra never notice us so we quickly change if not he will scold us ...hmm then mr indra make fun of me today wor...lol shld write first so he dun notice me haha..hmm then desmond come wor ask me to watch movie...lol at first i dun wan coz ysterday jason ask me go watch movie i say not free then suddenly go ...he will ask me mah...lol then xue mei ask me acc her ocz ashe is the only girl...lol then after the lesson me and xm went outside the sch gate to wait for desmond...lol he say he wannna give something to his friend...lol he took so long wor...then we saw chew yin wor lol she finding hui hoon and serene mah..lol later we went mos burger to eat lunch haha...lol i tell xm something lol expected her to jump out of her chair but she didnt haha...then desmond say xm is his girlfrien wor...lol later desmond ask me waht i tell xm..lol this naughty xm tell desmond i like him for a very long time le...lol he of cuz wont believe but we play along ..haha so xm des gf , i am des qing fu...haha later xm tell jason and hy wor...haha they tout is true haha still look at me at a funny way...then hy ask me why u not with des ...haha lol me and xm start to laugh....lol later during the movie i caught jason slepping wor haha but he denied wor...then hy so quiet de...haha dunno wat wrong with xm and des they kept laughing wor...haha..after that i went to meet shenny and her mama...lol celebrate her mama birthday wor...lol then we went to eat dinner wor...wow soo much food cannot eat finish...lol then i msg ngoi lol he say i pampered wor...not really ,ah zac more pampered...haha you also wat like a prince in ya house haha...lol later we went bach home coz sheeny wanted to watch her cartoon ...aiyo so big le still watch cartoon haha...

Concealed Feelings

2005-06-23T21:15:00.000+08:00

jus a poem ya (",)

I have this secret of mine,
which I kept for a long time,
I wish I could tell you,
I wish you would ever know.

What if I walk up to you,
And you dont notice me?
What if we never talk,
Then what would I ever miss?

Colorful papers on my desk,
With poems I wrote about you,
Written with the words,
That I know will never come true.

Written in ink,
which will never fade away,
with all the hopeful words,
I wish I could ever say,

Every time I look at you,
It makes my heart skips another beat.
Why cant you see?
The concealed feelings I had for you.

I look at you,
With a gaze filled with lust,
For you are the only one ,
Who meant very much to me!

hui li's day

2005-06-23T14:49:00.000+08:00

hmm today got physics remedial wor ....then i sat with xue mei wor....haha jason keep looking back wor...then later after remedial i went to eat lunch with hui li and xue mei wor...haha lol i call ngoi ask him join us ...lol he at first say jason was going lunch with him too...so me and xue mei wanna make fun of hui li ...we say the seat beside huili's seat was for jason then we dun let hui li sit with us haha she blush wor....then when we were eating half way ..denny vincent mark and christian also came kaffa cha to eat ...lol denny saw us then he wanna sit with hui li wor....then me and xue mei say that's for jason haha.. then we also make fun of huili with hy haha say hy is her qing fu...then hui li say qing fu is for girls only...haha then we ans...u are special mah...lol later we went to book shop to buy graph paper...lol i left my wallet there...then forget to take...until i reach the busstop then realise so i went back...lol lucky the kind auntie kept for me...lol then i saw ngoi there wor..haha oh ya sorrie forgot to bring ya present ...hehe friday will bring for ya...lol..hmm later i went home i talk to hy...haha then i told him abt wat me and xm say abt he and huili...haha lol he so fierce de....lol...then i ask him y he and ngoi still dun talk haha lol he say he dun care ...aiyo why like that ...friends mah....must forgive and forget ...haha hard to say coz i not them worz...haha ....oh ya this few days got some strange feelings wor..dunno how to say ..haiz...why will like that de...

nice day

2005-06-22T14:34:00.000+08:00

hmm today went out with shenny and mama wor...lol went to buy presents...haha lol mama gt all the funny ideas wor...haha lol she shopp untiilll we so tired...but she still got energy to carry onn...lol then i told sheeny something haha...coz we went for lunch then we saw this roti boy...then i tell her papa roti is meant for papa to eat...mama roti is meant for mama to eat ...then rotiboy is for boys to eat ...girls dun need to eat roti they eat cakes haha then she laugh wor...hmm then later after we shopp...we went for dinner wor..then i ask sheeny to eat all the food haha so funny...lol mama went popular buy lots of things...lol stay there for so long...might as well buy the whole shop...lol my house can open a stationary shop le...hahahmm later we went to a shop then saw that cute shirt..lol we wanted to buy but only got 1 s size lol then later lucky we found other one...haha mama nagg at us coz the shops all close le we still trying haha so funny...

hmmm....

2005-06-17T12:00:00.000+08:00

hmm today we had our class bbq wor...oppz tell ngoi the wrong time...lol later we went to desmond house ..lol so surprise lydia will reach there first..lol tout she went sebtosa mah...hmm they still fighting wor..then later wy go home first...dunno wat happen to her..hope she alright...hmm after we ate...i feel bored so ask lydia acc go and walk...lol then we saw hh, serene, shu ying palying with the dogs wor...so we joined them..then the uncle vey nice wor...lol then he tell me his son (if i not wrong) is a walking miracle wor...praise the lord! haha..lol later we play truth or dare...didnt played the first round i was talking shu ying and zac..lol hy so quiet sit at the corner dunno do wat...hmm then zac try to talk to him but he didnt answer lol..then shu ying feel uncomfortable coz zac make fun of her...lol...later xue mei got a dare haha she had to call denny to say i love you...lol all the stupid ideas haha...then pamela need to say something abt vincent haha her face all red le...then vincent also blush wor...hmm later dunno wat happen think hh got a dare..lol she kiss zac cheek wor...haha zac was overreacting...lol he kept complaining abt it...oh ya went he was talking to him...lol i mix the satay with salad sauce and put inside his mouth haha so funny ...lol...then hy saw le he gave that stupid look ...lol shu ying finallly smile le haha..loll later zac went home le so we joined in...lol serene got a lot of dare wor ...lol dunno why...hmm later hy got a dare ...lol he had to call liu zhe..lol he very funny wor...dunno how to say also..hmm later went home with ngoi, hh, lydia and chew yin...lol then we talking abt ghost i told ngoi i not scare ...lol then he touch me on my back ...lol almost scare me...haha but i know it was him...lol where got ghost ...haha lol later me and lydia wait for the bus ...lol we saw shu ying wor...ahe was goin home...hmm then later i talk to her abt some stuff...lol later when i reach home ...lol my brother ask me to watch tv with him wor...lol maybe he is scare bahz...haha unlike him wor

('',) lol ('',)

2005-06-16T10:04:00.000+08:00

heya today went to buy the bbq things with zac ,hui hoon, chris , des and hy ...lol zac was so pampered...haha cant believe it ...lol hh come late...haha lol coz she still sleeping lol they two still havent ok wor...haha hy still ignoring chris lol...hmm the hh tell me a lot of things...dun think will write here...hehe ...then zac went to the other shop and bought the wrong cup...he say it was good as it has floral prints on it...lol but he got scolding from hh when he comes back haha he is so blur wor...later we went desmond hse by cab haha lol hy say he can walk faster than us taking a cab...lol he lost of cos...haha lol we went des hse to marginate the chicken but we end up calling more pple to the bbq...haha zac still act as some manager...lol pamela also got trick...but hui li didnt she knew it was zac...lol zac wanted to call wy too lol see if can trick her...but she off her hp...lol...hmm later before we went home zac and hh show me the dog...who knows the owner suddenly came back ....lol they look strange wonder why we are here...lol so funny zac still cover his face haha

hmm..

2005-06-13T21:28:00.000+08:00

lol yesterday jus came baclk from malaysia...lol went there to fetch my cousin back to spore...lol bought lots of things there...haha kewl ya...oh ya ngoi bought something for ya dunno whether ya will like ...haha too bad la...dun like also must take ...hehe...oh ya went to eat durian here..lol taking abt it makes me think of someone worz....haha coz that person likes to eat durian mah...lol but it wasnt as nice i guess...hmm i bought shoes there worz...its cute ya...oh ya bought some cute stuff tooz...too bad not able to upload the pic here...lol

geo trip...

2005-06-10T20:59:00.000+08:00

hmm heya today we went for a geo trip wor...hmm yesterday after the eng seminar ....me hui li xue mei and pamela decided to wear shorts to the geo trip...lol we tout we aeroponies farm lol who know its not...lol so hot and a lot of mosquito haha...lol then hh say'' wah u wear short let the mosquito feed your blood...haha lol then i laugh ....hmm oh ya then dunno wy very unhappy today...maybe coz of me bahz i dunno...but hui li say its not my fault ...but i think its still concern me...well now i dun care le...oh ya pamela so cute eh.. she say wanna wear skirt then she reach school first....no one there so she call me to faster come and accompany her ...lol she hide in the toliet ...she say she scared pple see her...haha so funny wor...isnt she cute? lol.. after that we had our lunch at the restaurant in the farm..lol they served us lots of food...lol we all cant eat ...lucky diana help us worz...hehe..hmm later in the bus i sat with jason kor...lol coz serene wanna sit with meiling mah...then i took a lot of pictures ..then when i was talking to desmond , meiling came wor...haha then she saw hy ...she went to disturb him haha...he got angry and punch ms pillay's chair haha so funny...then suprisingly erwin manage to make him laugh and he was so happy abt it lol...

nice nice...

2005-06-08T18:30:00.000+08:00

hmm jus finish decorating my blog...nice mah?...lol added a few more cute stuff hope ya like it ...hmm today a math lesson was boring haha lucky hui hoon keep me company...lol we make fun of ben wor...lol..coz...hmm later hui li showed me the musical figuring ...lol ben also wanna see haha hui li dun want to show him...hmm later i went to tp with hui li xue mei pamela meiling chris jason desmond and erwin wor...haha we went to bk and eat wow...edwin is really a big eater...he eat me and hui li's fries ya...later he still help meiling and pamela finish their food...woo kewl..haha as usual me and xue mei make fun of hui li wor...haha she so shy ...we all say her pretty then she blush until whole face red haha so funny...hmm later edwin and chris went to the sotong hse...haha xue mei hui li meiling desmond pamela and me went to take neo print...wow pamela went to buy her favorite 5566 vcd haha...lol then pamela and desmond (if i am not wrong) they two argue about whether 5566 is popular haha so funny...then hui li stand there blur blur one...lol today meiling not so crazy she never do anything funny ...lol...strange rite...but who cares? lol..hmm when we taking neo print....dunno why they say xue mei will laugh so loud haha....lol but she didnt ...coz we busy posting...lol then desmond very funny...lol they have cute stuff in the pic..lol then pamela take pic dunno look where...must be thinking of vincent haha...lol hmm later went home with desmond lol...talk to him a lot of things...not goin to say ..... i think we all had a nice time rite hui li? haha lol...

busy day

2005-06-07T20:08:00.000+08:00

hmm today we got poa remedial wor...hmm today's topic quite kewl..hmm haha martin and louis so funny wor...louis tries to speak like ying lei haha so funny they look like brothers wor..then martin didnt listen in class wor...lol he takes my paper and copy somemore...aiyo beyond hope le...opps...then he somemore dun give me back the paper...hmm then during geo class...haha ngoi move away to sit with hui hoon wor...maybe coz hy dun talk to him bahz...lol they two very funny wor...then later i went to the airport with xue mei hui li and desmond wor..hmm then we keep making fun of hui li wor...haha say her and sotong kor as well as the banana...lol she say she dun like sotong so we make fun of her and banana ...haha so funny then we still plan to call banana daddy wor...dunno how he will react haha..lol later hui li kill us....haha use miyo name worz...hmm then xue mei today also make fun of hui li worz...haha then we all talk abt miyo haha so funny wor....then xue mei scare wy today haha ...haiz dunno why so confude today...got lots of qn wanna find the answer but guess i wunt need to le...lol